The 10 million dollars "Ang Pow" Toto draw.

Well...it's over and 8 lucky souls became instant millionaires. As for myself, my outlay was at $125 and I kena back $50...on the whole still negative by $75. It could be worst same like the past few years...all gone, no smell.
As for the football bets, I more or less on the break even. Win some lose some....just for the sake to try for fun. 4D also no good luck...no smell for a long while back.
I am getting sleepy....
Missed my honey....but she was in a dark mood, stressed by the HOD and her boss. Guess one cannot do what one wish for all the times....if it is 40/60 still I got to try.

Tuesday

Guessed life moves on with or without me...no different to the world. Like the old saying...time and tide wait for no man!!!
So...with this, it is up to us to make ourselves "happy and fulfilled" whenever we can. That much we owe it to ourselves to do daily if possible. As for me, I feel my day is fulfilled if I can get to see and be close with my honey. Felt good when I am with her...even when she is "distant" or "stoned" by her tight schedules and other commitments. What to say...but since I love her, nothing matters much to me than to see her happy and springing along.
Love....a deep word, easy to say and write but not everybody can actually felt it....to me, it is like a agony....a bitter sweet agony....a butterfly gone mad in the my stomach. You felt empty without seeing the loved one....you didn't want to say good-bye when the day is over and done....feel like heaven and nothing can go wrong whenever she is near....no discription, no actual words can fully state the feeling. An addiction....with no known cure!!! A mental state of mind....that beautiful place called "paradise". Sex done when in love....the most beautiful and powerful combination, a person can experience. I counted myself very lucky on that count, I have felt it when I make love to my honey....until the salty and fishy after taste ends up in my nose for days. Power!!!

Not been feel well these couple of days.

Shit...out lots of blood, maybe too "heaty" until I was too weak and fainting when I "cheong" the Friday's commit closing. Getting too tired and weak...maybe becoz I ate very little the whole day on Friday plus the passing of blood or maybe it was all in my mind.
Anyway....I am not young as before, so so strong....nothing can get me down. Yes! this is it, aging! Spirit still willing but body cannot take it anymore. Hahaha....luckily there are lots of things I can do to help myself. One thing for sure is...the mind can overcome the body to a certain extent. So must stay positive and active...and aware of my limitations. I still have a lot of living to do for myself and my honey. Bless my honey...I have something to look forward to. A purpose!!! Cheers!!!

Happy to see my honey...

Yah...bright and shine, and there she is. Even getting "fog" ...it is still worth the wait for her to come down. Looking at her poutly pink lips...just love to plant a kiss on them but not possible too many people around and beside she was sitting opposite me. Well...that was my story of today. Can see but cannot touch.

$10 million toto win

Well for the monday's 3.8 million prize for the jackpot.....gone! didn't get it. But still the big one is coming up on this coming Thursday. Man!!! long Q for the favorite places. Still i got to invest a little said $100 to try my luck. Max...outlay is $100 win or loss, still is affordable hehehe at least it give me the right to dream of touching the jaclpot. No buy no hope...in fact, no right to talk or to dream of it too.
The power of dream of touching the jackpot...is great feeling even for a couple of days. Shiok man!!! Better than not paying and not trying for it even that the chance is almost nil. Hope is a great motivation force too. Guess when time is hard, lots of people tend to try their luck in the game of gambling. The poorer the people get, the more they gamble....me included, I gambled for the shiok feeling. Yes!!! I know the risk and the chance of getting it..but it won't stop me from trying.
Last evening, I had a wonderful time with my honey....I ate her pie, hehehe sort of. Man! there was a salty and fishy after taste for a long while but it is ok, kind of sexy there. Hope to do it again this evening....hahaha. Now I know how a cat feel after a meal....meow meow!!!

Valentine's Day

Man! I was planning to have a nice evening with my honey pie today but guess it is not possible becoz plans have already been made. Anyway...still happy that I can get to plant my hot and wet kisses on her so early in the morning. So for sms her the happy valentine msg to her...not enough time to send out to her before I saw her, so can only hope I'm the first too.
Well...I took the second best option for today, go out with wife. Plan to have a nice cozy lunch then go to a movie.
Happy Valentine to my love one....esp, my honey pie. Yes! I love to grow old with you. You heard it right....grow old with you if I had the means so that to make you happy always.

Glad that the CNY peak period is over.....Man!

Yah...it was quite alright and after going to 2 temples on the eve of the big day, managed to go to another 7 temples on the day itself. And also managed to get some "lucky rice pots"....for luck. Passed one to my honey and kept 2 myself. Also get to kiss my honey on the first day of the Lunar New Year. Great....feeling and good start too.
As for working on the first 2 days of the year...things were not that hot and it was tough going too. Headcounts were from all over the places...like UN international forces, some with no experience but just get them on O/T to
make up the numbers. Man!!!!
Lucky...got over the hard part, but still have not got over the part of not having quality time with my honey yet in the whole week. Hope to make up for the loss next week....plus I am on 4 days "off". Honey....???
On Valentine's day, guess my honey will be busy with her better half.....got to celebrate on other days. No problem...I respect that.