Did a little reflection on my life

Well...it is one of those days when things are moving at a slow pace or not going the way we want. So stop to reflect about the things I did and did not do.
After....all the thinking, decided that if I must continue to live then I want to be on top on my health. Got to get a hold for taking care of myself in order to stay healthy and in good shape. I was thinking of one of my operator....she was sick the day I was transfered to this present dept. Recently she called me for help...to collect donation for her because she won't be able to come back to work maybe forever. She had liver problem....too poor for op and it is a long time issue.
She sounded sad....but I have to tell her that she needs the boss's permission before I can do any collection on her behalf.
This got me thinking about health....yes, I am also not as tough as before. So I make up my mind to die from accident than to die in my sick bed. Too much suffering for myself and all around. I started to read and do research on th effect of health supplement.

Wednesday night...1st day at work.

Having enjoyed my love one's company in the afternoon....and went home for a short nap, I go to work. Yes! it is okay to see all my leads back at work. Many stories to share and goodies to eat. Given by the Indians and malays from their New year left-overs. So many packages....and I pass them to the leads and chamber girls to eat during their breaks and meeting.
I am quite sleepy tonight...and I just walk around to welcome back the indian and malays operators to work again. Fun.........lah.

Yo....Man! Tuesday already.....

Good and bad here.....good I got to meet up with my favorite again hehehe and bad....one more day and I have to start work again & this week is a 4 days week. Siangggggggggggg.
Have to hear nagging and fighting for 4 long nights....well, that is the part of life I hate and love. Still can't to make up my mind...which is which..........hate or love? Just gotto live with it anyway, whether it is hate or love. Guess I am not alone with this feeling about workplace. We have our shares of joy, happiness, sadness and backstabbing.
Wake up...look at the newspaper and don't see any nice movie left that I have not seen. I want to see....who is daddy and sky captain but there is limited screening only. Well....will
work something out with love one. hehehe....sure will. Man.....I love that.

Looking for some torturing....hehehe

Man....when I think of it, I got horny hehehe. Just cannot wait for it especially with my mundane life. Must add spice to my life or just look at it slowly slipping into darkness.
In fact if I don't have these torturing........no meaning to go on hanging on to this life anymore. I am already redundant.
I got to find some proposes or more things to do soon....just to keep me busy as I am feeling bore with my life. When I look at the news....death here and killing there, quite predictable in a way. Suddenly realised that....things are going down hill for most people in Singapore.

Sunday....afternoon

Man....wake up, shit! I have been eating roti prata for past few days until shit and ass also pain...hehehe. Heatiness lah.
Now going thru my stuffs and wondering whether to go to Malay friends places for their new year treat. Want to go with some buddies but guess they are too tired or gotto do O/T so cannot make it. Not nice to go with wife as they don't know her so nothing to talk and laugh about. Like an alien....wife also does not want to go along to my friends.
Somehow....this year New Year for the Indians and Malays, I cannot feel the mood. So quiet all round....like normal sunday nothing more. This morning I didn't see many colourful Malays on the road like other years. This morning I came home and sleep alone as the whole family went to the in-law's place. So just shared my roti prata with old man then I go and sleep.
Maybe our chinese new year will be like that too.....dead beat!

Last night....at work then tomorrow I rest.

Yes...man, great feeling again and I am looking forward to the rest days. For the last few days, it was tough due to the holiday period and lots of operators were on leave but the production was still up the same level. How to do more with less...but still the big bosses don't care about the reasons.
Give you a few monkeys or new birds...it is still up to you to make the numbers or else!!! Well that is the way production works. No reason accepted just go do what is needed....no failure!
Man! I have been in this line long enough...so not much of a problem. I don't waste time with self pity...just do my best always. That is my attitude..........do my best always and look at the positive side of all things.
Here we are....rest days!