Wednesday again...

Again, start work for another new workweek. Back to the old routine of work, sleep and eat.
Yes....peaceful but boring life. Guess I cannot ask for things that they not meant for me.
It is great while it lasts....and pointless when situations changed. Same with human, people can change for the better or worst.

Friday

Soon it will be bonus time and so I am looking forward to receive my 13th month pay.
Time passed by me so fast....that how I feel for this year.
Anyway....nothing important happen ( good or bad ) so it is alright. A little relationship
issue is the only thorn at my side, and it can be easily settled if everyone put alittle more
effort to make up instead of just "bo chap" about it.

"As a rule, man is born a fool
when it is cold, he wants it hot
when it is hot, he wants it cold
always wanting what it is not"

Guess that sum up most peoples' life. That also included mine too.
Hahaha.......going to say bye bye to 2005 and welcome 2006.
Only to hope that 2006 will be even better for me and my honey.

At bad start....

SHIT....forget my hp when i went off to work. Got to run back to the house for it.....on the way to the office meet with 3 "blocking-wall devils" ( hokkien ) on the road. 1st one....on the outer-most lane but he was too busy looking at himself on his mirror to control his car, 2nd one...a taxi, drive like no machine under his hood but when I tried to over-take him from the left....he tried to block me off, last one.....a lady, at the traffic light she was still dreaming when everyone drove off becoz she was on her hp. FUCK!!!
Guess....this is one of those "fucked" days in my life.

Going to start another 3 nights of work

Man....another week came and gone, going to go back to work. Well....so be it, what else is NEW?
At least....this week, I have done a couple of tasks that need to be done. Saw my honey and
to send the bicycle to her. Settled the insurance premium issue with her.......so that there is
one less worry for me to think of.

Yeah...now, looking to get back to work. But tomorrow, I have got an appointment with the ang mo about his medical insurance need. Another bloodly headache thing. For now....I am taking a step at a time. Just can't able to handle all the tasks and worries...in one "go", hahaha prehaps the motivation is not there anymore....it is long "gone". Just want to take things easy......... for awhile for a change.

Monday....had a nice sleep

Yes.....re-charging my battery hahaha so to speak after working for almost 10 nites straight. I really need a "rest" and if possible a "R & R" with my honey. But most unfortunately my honey think "MJ" or "do this and that" is more important. That goes to show how far I have drop from her list of schedule.
Well....just what to say?
Maybe....this? "What goes round will come around again"
For me....yes, I have a fair share of them and I usually paid the price for it. Hopefully I still get what I paid for at the end....... hahaha.

Almost to the end of a 10 days work.

Man!!! i managed to get thru this....and other trying issues during this shitty period. Still the thing that bothered me the most is....the relationship issue.
Well....guess this is life, there will always be somethings to trouble us or I will be too "care-free".
Anyway.....I am still trying to cope with it.
At work....things are much better, hahaha boss is on holidays in Taiwan for the whole of the week. So peaceful....but not trouble-free. Most are due to the QA and operators's issues....no big deal, just stand firm and be firm with them.
Now.....I am looking forward to the 4 days rest. hahaha....monday, attend class from 2 to 4pm for AIG hour ( shit! i have already clocked enough hours for it, my mistake that i didn't check before putting my name in for it ) then Tuesday morning, meeting ang mo client for his family insurance need. POWER!!! heaven sent....hahaha.
For honey?....no idea when can i see her. So tied up with her new car.....maybe too "howlian" also, kidding.

Wednesday....1st day of work

Now.....1st day of my own team work and another 3 more nites to go. Tomorrow....is the 1st of Nov for chinese lunar calender. I will go to temple as usual in the morning.
Nothing much to look forward to.....maybe hope to go for a family vacations to KL for food and shopping in the third week of Dec. Beside this.....it is totally nothing left.
Thankfully....my health is still holding well but not my mental health...."emotional depressed" by
you know who. I still trying my bloodly best....not to think about it but somehow, it always managed to come to haunt me whenever I am alone whether just before sleeping or driving. So much so that....I end-up can't sleep or getting mad for the slightest provocation by other drivers. Shit :(
The more I tried not to think, the more it comes to haunt me. Still no regrets....and I must get a hold of myself and move on with my life.