What a turn around?

WOW!!! I am lost for words........MAN!

A wish of hope for 2006.

A simple act of kindness, chaste and true
No elaborate fanfare on trumpets high
Nor grandiose actions in glorious splendour
But an earnest desire for hope they aspire
Children seeking embrace, safe and warm
Families fighting despair and woeful trials
Through the heavy and anguish hours
A sincere yearn for tender words, the only desire
A genial expression from the heart
Angelic acts in human guise
At times in the face of family and friends
Often in the form of a stranger lending a hand
Spreading goodwill through the still of night
Silent benedictions that banish hate and fear
With sincere words full of hope, full of light
Peace prevails, goodness nears.
To keep that hope high!

MY OATH TO YOU.......

When you are sad.....I will dry your tears.
When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried.....I will give you hope.
When you are confused.....I will help you cope.
And when you are lost....
And can't see the light, I shall be yourbeacon.....
Shining ever so bright.
This is my oath.....I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?.....
Because you're my honey and friend.

Guess this is the end of the road for me.

Well.....pointless to be self denying that things has gone from bad to worst. And that I am being "dumped".... period.
Tried my best to please whenever and whatever I could....but at the end, still the same result "dumped" and also lighter in the pocket too. At least....I shown that I tried to stick to as much as possible to my end of the bargain.
So this is the end of the road for wintoto.....hahaha.....should be "lost totally" becoz of the poor ending. .......I die not knowing why??? what have I done wrong??? Leaving me with a bitter after taste. Sad.....in fact, very sad for the fact about the "ENDING".
Left....with no news, no sms, no reply and a "very confusing" blog which I read without fail daily.

Wednesday again...

Again, start work for another new workweek. Back to the old routine of work, sleep and eat.
Yes....peaceful but boring life. Guess I cannot ask for things that they not meant for me.
It is great while it lasts....and pointless when situations changed. Same with human, people can change for the better or worst.

Friday

Soon it will be bonus time and so I am looking forward to receive my 13th month pay.
Time passed by me so fast....that how I feel for this year.
Anyway....nothing important happen ( good or bad ) so it is alright. A little relationship
issue is the only thorn at my side, and it can be easily settled if everyone put alittle more
effort to make up instead of just "bo chap" about it.

"As a rule, man is born a fool
when it is cold, he wants it hot
when it is hot, he wants it cold
always wanting what it is not"

Guess that sum up most peoples' life. That also included mine too.
Hahaha.......going to say bye bye to 2005 and welcome 2006.
Only to hope that 2006 will be even better for me and my honey.

At bad start....

SHIT....forget my hp when i went off to work. Got to run back to the house for it.....on the way to the office meet with 3 "blocking-wall devils" ( hokkien ) on the road. 1st one....on the outer-most lane but he was too busy looking at himself on his mirror to control his car, 2nd one...a taxi, drive like no machine under his hood but when I tried to over-take him from the left....he tried to block me off, last one.....a lady, at the traffic light she was still dreaming when everyone drove off becoz she was on her hp. FUCK!!!
Guess....this is one of those "fucked" days in my life.