Did a little reflection on my life

Well...it is one of those days when things are moving at a slow pace or not going the way we want. So stop to reflect about the things I did and did not do.
After....all the thinking, decided that if I must continue to live then I want to be on top on my health. Got to get a hold for taking care of myself in order to stay healthy and in good shape. I was thinking of one of my operator....she was sick the day I was transfered to this present dept. Recently she called me for help...to collect donation for her because she won't be able to come back to work maybe forever. She had liver problem....too poor for op and it is a long time issue.
She sounded sad....but I have to tell her that she needs the boss's permission before I can do any collection on her behalf.
This got me thinking about health....yes, I am also not as tough as before. So I make up my mind to die from accident than to die in my sick bed. Too much suffering for myself and all around. I started to read and do research on th effect of health supplement.