The fun and misery of loving someone too deeply.

Well...I am stating this thru my experince which I am going thru now. The fun part....really having a ball of a time of knowing there is someone out there that you really want to share everything with. Food, shelter, happiness, health, money, time, fun, giving up with sleeping less, every little things and sex. With the love one beside...everything is double the fun or done with higher intenscity. Take food as example...even tasteless food but shared with your love one, it tastes great. Sex...give the added thrill to go slow and prolong the joy and pleasure. Got to enjoy the taste of it. Give butterfly feeling in the stomach whenever she is around...I behave properly and gentlemanly. Very careful with my look and dressing...so as not to cause her to lose "face". All these...are the fun and good part of loving someone deeply. Yes! the benefits are both ways. Have greater confidence of ownself and appearance improved too.
Now...the down side, too much love can also cause tension and unwant attention. Asking for more time than she is prepared to give. I do hate myself at times....for causing her any stress due to my demands for her time and attention. So....better I wise up or I lose her for good which is the worst possible outcome for me. That is to me the misery of loving someone too deeply. I must learn to give and take...and roll with the momentum of time in order to preserve whatever feeling and love which I have got till now.
Guess...loving too deeply is not the "reserve" for female kind only. Man too can kena the addiction too. Even older man!!! Man!!! hehehe. What do you think of my silly thoughts...honey pie?