let's move on....now

Sorrow....it is a sickly feel that one felt deep in their heart and if it is not handle carefully, it can and will slowly eat oneself from the inside. It can also continue to grow till...one cannot do anything but just to sit down and wait for death. It reminds me of how my louhan fish dies....slowly it does not want to eat any more...then slowly it just remain still...then it turn over once in awhile...later it stays that way. Upside down...slowly the scales start to rot away and the stomach become swollen. The fish will not die immediately but continue to live till the stomach burst open and it rots away...the water become murky and smell.
So...honey, please take my hand and we turn around....to be carefree and happy again. We have tortured ourselves long enough...and also being selfish to those who care and love us.
Let's move on....with our lifes and still honour and pray for our BBs....we must not forget them so that we will not repeat the mistake again.