From dream to reality then back to dream.

Funny things happen this morning.....from my dream, I was swimming with my honey in a beautiful resort....like Bintan Lagoon. So excited....sudden wake-up shit then realised that it was just a beautiful dream. Tired very hard to sleep but mind wonders.....sleep is the last thing on my mind. Look at my watch....only 5am.
Then....I just closed my eyes.....in and out of sleep. Then hear the alarm for my kid to wake up for school. Sms my honey....thinking that she was on the way to school in a taxi with friends. So happy to see my honey's reply....2 replies but didn't quite catch the 2nd one. Thought to fetch her from school in the evening....so excited again. Then wife called to tell me....my kid was waiting for me to send her to school. Anyhow....grab my short and go "off"....not even wear my underwear.
Midway....another sms. Didn't read till I reached home after dropping off my kid. Man :)...my honey means now fetch. Confirmed with her immediately....then drive like a mad man over.
So so happy....to see my honey but with my short, shit!!! everything was a "goner". Drop her off
then went home ready for her sms or call again....this time, all ready for actions.
Then....the not so good news. Man :(.......back to zero again.
Well....tried to sleep again.....again can't sleep......a lot of what "if". Now.....wondering if this was a dream to make me "happy" for a moment. I was given the chance....but didn't choose to take it.
Thanks "honey"....for the beautiful dream.

PS - feel I need to write it down....my feeling.