Very angry....due to no access to my honey's mail

Yah....very angry becoz I didn't get my daily fix of reading my honey's mail and blog. At my office....last night, I can log-in into the hotmail site and I can see that my honey has sent an email to me but I cannot access to read it.....pc shown error at page from 8pm to 2am so I came rushing home. Shit....at home worst, can't even access into the hotmail.com site.....no server. I tried all sorts of ways and even thought my wife did something to the pc to monitor me till 5am this morning and nearly cannot wake up to send kid to school.
Question her with my black face....then get the room's pc and my eldest's lap top to access to hotmail. Also nok....noticed the speed is even slower than my old 386 pc. Guess it was the site's problem now.
See....how important my honey is to me? Even just to read her mail....can make me "mad" when I can't get the access. I missed her very very much.