Crazy Thursday

First....done all my duties in the morning eg sending the youngest kid to school, then sending wife to MRT station....then went home to cook breakfast for the old man and also prepared a packet food for the eldest kid to bring to work. At 8:50am sent her to work and at the same time went to fetch the youngest one back from school on my way back.
Prepared breakfast for the youngest one and stand-by lunch for her and the old man. Read some newspapers before going to sleep....got to rest for work, but somehow sleep was a hard thing when the mind ran out of control. Just staring up at the ceiling, also my bro in the same direction....thinking of my honey. Then the crazy ideas of sending sms with pic to her...shit!! at the same time I worried that I "pissed" her off and she would be angry with me. One part of me was trying to be cheeky and notti....while another was trying to prevent WW3. Still the cheeky side won....hence the sms with pic.
Walau...when I rec'd my honey's replies, kind of worry becoz she really seem to be in strict mood. Just like a teacher....short sharp answer. Cheekiness gone...hehehe, so I struggled to get some sleep....and this went on till 5:20pm. Time to wake up to cook again and to get ready for work. Sighed.
At work.....shit, a nightmare again.... the day team left a lot of things for me to follow-up and the boss came and added more pressure saying that she expected me to close everything at midnight as usual. Work.....and push like a mule but very focus ....but behind my mind I was still thinking of what it would like if my honey can meet me.....got 3 days off but at the end, sighed not free. A huge letdown becoz at the start of the week....things were so wonderful....the tuitioning was a feasible plan according to her and I am counting my chickens.....and eggs.
Yes...I read her blog but end-up more confused...left wondering was that meant for me or for someone else. Read and read....but still not fully comprehend it. POWER!!! look like a 3 in 1, anyway....things clear up when I rec'd her sms asking about my work. So happy....I walk with a spring under my feet. See....the power of a loved one. I even closed the whole day's commit and things turn 'rosy" for me again. Like I said...you are even stronger than ganja to me hehehe.
Yes....I look at your emails about the same time last year, you were also very busy and we didn't have time to meet for 3 whole weeks....but I hope this year you just keep it to 2 weeks. It is already a hell of a time for me....I underwent "cold turkey" treatment for 2 weeks so please honey....must try harder to meet next week. Time is for us....to manage.
Hope my honey....won't fault me for blogging this. Felt better to blog this down....