Lost my posting for Monday...

hahaha....frankly I don't know whether it is good or not that my posting which I spent the past 30 mins writing was lost when I tried to publish it. Guess this is life....so since it was lost, then I will not write that over again. Maybe it for the better this way....sometime things move in a strange way and we will never know why.
If we asked too many questions then what we get....may not be what we want to hear or see in the first place. So....just let it be.
So far so good...as my day moves along. Have done a few things....eg - taken my breakfast and I enjoyed it and the company, rushed home like a mad man to send my wife to the mrt....man! also lucky too, hehehe i was doing at least 110kph and as I was turning up into Punggol saw a traffic policeman flying from behind....but he went straight. Then went home...put on a small recorder with buddhist chanting and burnt some incense sticks on my alter. Changed out of my cloths and decided to wash all my fishtanks....when done, polished all my brown colored shoes.
After that....watered the plants and trimmed the leaves and sweep the floor. I am very calm and peaceful....especially with the buddhist chanting just beside me on the alter. Frankly I don't understand a single word chanted but....it is so calming. I started doing this since Saturday morning when my "C" team temple going member gave it to me....and she told me to listen to it as she saw that I looked "very troubled" since the start of my workweek from Wednesday. Man! my face shows.....hahaha even when I was so, so busy with all the "shit" works. Yes...I agreed it helps me alot....I was able to sleep peacefully on Saturday when I knew that on that nite...the long knives were out... "retrenchment".
On Sunday...came home and also have a peaceful short sleep, and also received sms from my honey. That made my day....I was happy. Yes, my luck was not good for the past few months even up to now but with this small change to my routine ( listen to the chanting whenever I can ) I can be looking forward to the future with a calm and positive outlook. I want this to last as long as possible......
"Compromise" is the key word that I learn when I started to listen to the chanting. Reminded me that all the recent fighting were very stressful and pointless.....better to appreciate the value of compromise and to stay calm in the face of trouble or "thunderstorm". Clear, bright sky will return when the storm blew over....the most important thing here is still to be able to stand-up.