Saturday - end of the work week for me again

With the daily drop for the stock markets around the world, I just can't help to feel helpless and having the feeling that the world is spinning out of control. To make it worst....while watching the news on BBC, one can see the effects of this meltdown. Protests here and there....fighting.....pirate attacks near Africa....
more earthquakes and other natural disasters happening all over the places. Not a single day....a peaceful day.

What does all of the above sum up lei????? End of the world soon?????

At my workplace....also talks about a 30% retrenchment coming up soon. Yes! going to have one soon...in fact maybe next week or latest end of this month. Then there will be next one before end of next month. Just suddenly....all orders cut!!! What a shock!!!!!

Am selling my flat....and have quite a few buyers looking these few days. And I am asking for 25K above valuation of 335K. So far....one offer of 10K above valuation.
At some nights/days....while sleeping I suddenly woke up thinking what the "fuck" is happening??? Is it a good decision??? Because....after selling I am supposed to rent a flat then to buy later....maybe in 6 mths time. The fear is that I maybe out of job by then....how to get a bank loan? Yes....a huge risk I am taking to max out my present situation but I cannot foresee the future anymore. If come to the worst then may have to pull my daughter into the loan thing lor. I am losing sleep over this.

If all else fail.....then, it is the end of me lor. I am placing my last BET and that is double or nothing with my LIFE!!! Have done my math....just death by normal means = 1.25 mil and by accident = 1.55 mil. Frankly....make no different how I go.