Life, love and generation gap

Well...why this topic, guess I have mellowed a lot since returning from China. Have seen and experience lots of things while I just show others only pictures. I feel there is no need to say some of the more personal things that happened during my trip. But on the whole....I like to think the result is a good one for everybody and I am most happy for all.....love ones included.
Now....about life, there are something on the surface that we cannot explain or complain about. Things do happen for a reason but at times, just cannot see and know why does it happen till after sometime later. Even some will have no ending. Life does play games with our feeling, thinking and wanting. What you want may never turn up right? I have since lower down my expectation to grass level from table top high for everything including family, friends and working partners. This makes me....less angry when things don't change out the way I want.
For....love, same thing also....kena played times and times again. Lately I have stop thinking about it
....hehehe sound familiar. It is okay with me....which finally bring me to the next topic the "generation gap".
Yes! my feel for this is....no problem if I am very rich guy but since I am not. This is my main downfall in the game of love. Well....I should just stick to my wife and I will solve this issue also. At last...this could be the answer to my problem. Keep my eyes and hands to myself...go smell flowers or do gardening. Man! this bring me back to life again....so at times, we just live our life the same ways as our grandparents and their grandparents did a long long time ago....not knowing what we should do or how best to use our time in this world for. I have no good answer to all of the above really....guess I am a travelling man, moving and moving to the times and the ebbs of it all with no real goal or aim even now.
Living day to day....at least I should consider my life as fair or maybe even good as compared to others. Many or if not most people, also have no aim or propose in their lifes and they have to work very very hard to earn a living just to get by. See some very poor people during the trip...I respected some of them even that they are very poor they have pride not to go round asking for help but they do what they can even eating from the rubbish bins. Pity but they are still proud.
For me, I am still looking for what I should do with my life and......still a long way to travel to find my propose in my life.