Second day already....back from China.

Man! lost the posting....hehehe! must be too powerful and kena censored....that is life! But I was thinking about my time and present in this world and what it means to me. Maybe there are somethings written that should not be read....hahaha.
So here are some other things I feel today....the second day back from China.
Yes! I cannot deny that China people are not too trustworthy as a whole....but that also can happen to other people too even me and you....at times, I felt they bought this feeling upon themselves from their earlier hard times which most people don't realise. They themselves have the same feeling about their kind too. So....too bad.
Now....I just want to be happy with my love ones. To see her smile, made me smile too. To see her happy....I too will be happy. So my loved one if you see this....your happiness is far more important than mine to myself. Called me a fool, called me a old fool...well I will be glad if you smile at the end of it. hahaha. Then go ahead to call me anything if it will make you happier and smile. I am a slave of love...love to my loved one. Yes! I have my defects but at the end of it all....I still will love you with or without you loving me back becoz love cannot be force and I accept it in this form and shape. I may take up your suggestion of putting up all my past experiences. I will find the time to do that but first I need to recall slowly all the stories....good, bad, sweet, sad, happy and fond ones too. Guess I had my fair shares in all of the above. But now....I am happy just to see you smile and happy.