Hope to find peace within myself

Yes....for all the past mistakes I have done, I need to calm myself down and reflected on them. Surely....in order to find peace within myself, I must first acknowledge my past failures and look for my strong points in my life and move on from there. Or else....I am stuck within this nightmare and just watching myself wasting away....like a piece of ice out in the sun. So painful
so surely turn to water if....I stay put.
I must not be too stubborn....to see the writing on the wall. After all....I have done what I can and if that still fail or unsatisfactory, then at least....I know I have put my best efforts to do the best I can in every tasks I am assigned to.

Just read my horoscope....from Rochelle Gordon ( Psychic N Astrologer ) and in it she wrote ;
It's time to focus on a new beginning and the power you have to change your life forever. In order to change, first thing you must do is to get yourself unstuck and that you look closely at how you perceive yourself. Most limitations to success you perceive come from internalizing negative messages from people and past events. These can easily be overcome.

This is very important for you to remember that you do have the power to succeed. And to grow your awareness and choice-making ability, so you can experience abundance in every area of your life.

Know the thoughts that empower you to succeed come from your true self and a Higher Power. This is why you must first love yourself and embrace the incredible blessings you have been given.

Now more than ever, you should know that it is not only possible to change your thinking but also your actions. This steady change will allow your dreams to blossom and be realized. "The universe is change; our life is what our thoughts make it"

And to find peace within oneself, can only then....you proceed with your journey thru life and to discover far greater joy, success and happiness.

You can't expect to achieve success or move beyond your present situation unless your truly believe in yourself. Now is the time to use this inner power to change your life.

As Henry Thoreau wrote "I know of no more encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate his life by conscious endeavor"

Things to remember to concentrate on ;
1) Focusing mind on the best achievements, both big and small and the ability to succeed.

2) Quieting mind for 15 mins each day in order to feel the energy flow within you. This will help get your thoughts moving in the right direction so that you can begin to realize your dreams.

3) Choosing one goal and taking your first step towards achieving it.