Tuesday...what the "fxxx" life?

Already Tuesday, and didn't get much done. This is a very slow week for me ain't last week where life was so shiok. Now holding my gun in my hand and trying to recall what happen last week hehehe.
Last night, saw on the news in tv about the whole family had die due to heavy debts. Well, yes! time is getting harder and money getting tighter too. Yes! some have done very, very well but the silent majority in Singapore are in deep shit in term of job and job satisfaction. The pay is maybe just enough to keep up with all the loans and with any bad luck or screw-up...will end-up in deep deep shit. Guess that happen to the man of the family. Since he had managed to kill all and himself, now there are people saying "why" should he has to do the things he did and that there is a way out. To me...that is all rubbish talk. There is no way out....especially when you hit a bad patch very, very hard and when pride is on the line. Who can anyone turn to? Friends or neighbours or even relatives? Man! things are not so simple....when the whole world "fuck out" on you. I understand and respect his decision and if his wife and kids willingly followed his decision...then, may God blessed their souls. Power!!! It takes "guts" to do the things the family did. Guess...the sad part is that in the future, we will see more of these happening when we "progress" further into the future.
It is little wonder that most working people in Singapore "Q" up at the betting shop. Be it for 4D or toto....there is little other choice to hit it "big" now. If to depend on work to have a better life than guess it is too late. Maybe we expect too much but that is the way we are led to think. We had our good years...but not anymore. I fear for my kids' future. One thing lucky for me is that I am close to retiring and maybe I too had to kill myself to lighten my burden to my family soon.
Guess this is called " expiry date".
Even...my young honey is pressured into thinking of killing herself too. So sad when you think that she is still young and had wonderful kids too. So what's happening? High expectation? Shitty job? Cookerized environment?
Maybe....we are going too fast with all the global competitions that we as a "race" has not catch up fast enough. We are so pathetic?
So "fuck" and be happy....life is just for the rich and elite. For the rest...we just make up the numbers.