Man...seem like all the old men starting to "mati"

This show that all men and women will finally "mati" even with the greatest of medical care. Recently the pope and yesterday it was Prince Rainer of Monoco....and it will be a matter of time
when MM Lee kicks the bucket too. If these great VIP can "mati", then so can we....right?

So....no need to fear death, just make your peace and be ready always. What I meant about making your peace??? Whatever important things are to be kept together and let your love ones aware of where they are kept. Make up with all your love ones....immediate family first....meaning spouse then children, followed by parents then brothers and sisters, aunties and uncles and so on. Yah....love ones included BF and GF or honey. Try your best to provide them "well" after your passing so that they will missed you or if not....then they will just wish they never know you. That is life....never be a burden to anyone including family and friends.
With the lastest story of pro-life group in the US and else where, it is also good to inform your love ones on how they should do with your dead body or when you no longer able to talk or to decide on your own fate. Vegetable....the case in US, living dead for 15 years and deeply divide the family...spouse and parents.

As for me....pull the plug fast whenever I am a vegetable. When dead, burn my remain and shatter the ash in the sea or a nice quiet park. If that is too troublesome, just flush it down a loo.
No need to put in temples...waste money and so troublesome come "cheng meng".
No pity needed here or for me.....I am just stating my request.

The pope has passed away

Guess even the greatest and so powerful human still got to go thru life same as other human beings. Birth and death....it is a cycle thing for all of us.
I got this feeling when I heard the news of his passing.....sad and happy both at the same time. Sad is that the world is losing a great and important man that can shape the world and his comments are act upon and is listen to. Happy because he is very old and with many sickness, he keeps pushing himself to try to show to the world and his followers the right way to live. Especially with the big divide that exist at the present moment....religions, rich/poor, the colors of the skin and the languages. It is a divided world....he suffers no more now since he goes to heaven. Hope he will smiles at us and bless us with our daily lives.

I'm tame as a puppy

Well my honey said that I am more reliable with timing, guess it is due to her skill that she tames me as good as a puppy. Always eager to please her. What to do when she is with her own words both "flirty and slutty" when she is with me. She smelts me but leave me with a 'hard-on". hehehe
This goes to say....that if a woman can tame her men, they will do whatever she wants. This applied to any woman but it will take skill and experience.
For to tame a man....it is not just sex but more than that. Especially myself, this is my only failure so far....of being tamed by any woman and girl. Guess the chinese saying of "there are higher peaks out there somewhere" and that is how life is. There will be someone better than you no matter in what you do.
I can't get enough of her....so tight and wet. hehehe. MAN!!! and I have truly used her back door yet.

Off day again....

For a quick getaway....to Bintan, oh..........what a good trip with honey? Good company, good food, good feeling, good surrounding, good swimming esp with honey also ( man! when was my last swim??? ).
The only complaint....was the trip over to Bintan. Man..........yuck!!!
On the whole.....it was a nice getaway by any standard.
The 3 days of work this week were fast and tough....luckily, that too was a past now.
Looking forward to see my honey again...Monday? Tuesday? or both days? hehehe.

LOVE....

Love....is addictive and so damaging to one's health and well-being at the same time. It is also so powerful when things are smooth...give one's the feel of power and fearlessness. It is also a double-edges sword. It can "cuts" both ways... for eg : if handle wrongly, it hurts the person holding it more than the one it is supposed to cut. SHIT here? just feel the joke was on me.
It creates crazy thoughts and some jealousy....even to one as "seasoned" as me. That no matter how I act indifferently, it "hurts" inside. From my outside appearance....I act "cool", hehehe what a joke? The more I don't know the better....that is how I think but then again, the less I know the more I want to know that is when the mind plays tricks inside. This is when it starts to hurt...the cold turkey treatment. Until I know my eyes can hardly stay 'open' but I still need to pen these feeling down in my blog....as a lesson learned and not to be repeated in future.
Just like the movie...."CLOSER". Life is funny....LOL.
Guess people write and direct '"movie" from past experience and the message is there. One will understand it better when one has similar experience...to "relate" it.
This is more or less...my present situation at the moment. Honey...if you read this, I promised you this....I will "never" love you less and I don't regret knowing you also. I must "calm" myself
with my feeling for you...and continue to be the "sotong king". ( stay "blur" or act "blur" or maybe both...hehehe for my sake)

What a lousy week?

No honey for me this week....and man! been waiting for it all along. Bare flesh thing....sighed. Guess my horoscorp predictions were right. Been looking forward on good old times and yes! the good old times remained as good old times. Nothing happen...time spent and gone, expectations
not fulfilled. Ball ached and head ached...in fact, everything ached. And life moves on.
For the week, the only things I managed to do were...go get myself 2 days of mc and end-up watching football in TV for 2 nights. Then of lunar calendar 15th and 16th....go pray2, well it was a saving grace for that. Calm my soul...think "good" but inside still longing for my honey. Man! I am so addicted and it can hurt to suffer the "cold turkey" treatment.
Thanks...that this week is done!!! Looking forward again to next week, cross my fingers or my everything that the trip will "happen" and things will be alright again. For one just adding to the number....guess that is called "hope" but not blind fate. I dare not think too much about the future when it is beyond my control.
At the Waterloo temple, I took the chance to ask the goddess of mercy about her predictions for my immediate future...and it is quite good. Stated as....the replenishment of spring water into a old well. Interpretation : good ( success is here after all the worries. As my heart and mind is at peace and so that I will see success. A benefactor will assist me and my arguments are proven right. Sickness will be cured. What I am attempting will produce a well giving sweet water at the end ).
Man....this is consorting to me and give me "hope". I kept this message in my wallet in order for it to produce the "results". Man needs gods....or a drowning man needs to have a divine help in order to save himself. I can't ask for more....especially this week and in my present conditions. For my sickness is cured....maybe the cold turkey treatments I am getting for the past few weeks does help to "open" my eyes wider to see myself and for what I really am. Maybe it is telling me that it is time to wake up to the "facts" of life. And stop trying to hold on to the "good old times". But still inside me....how I wish that I can have all over again. SO POWERFUL..........
"love".

Tuesday...what the "fxxx" life?

Already Tuesday, and didn't get much done. This is a very slow week for me ain't last week where life was so shiok. Now holding my gun in my hand and trying to recall what happen last week hehehe.
Last night, saw on the news in tv about the whole family had die due to heavy debts. Well, yes! time is getting harder and money getting tighter too. Yes! some have done very, very well but the silent majority in Singapore are in deep shit in term of job and job satisfaction. The pay is maybe just enough to keep up with all the loans and with any bad luck or screw-up...will end-up in deep deep shit. Guess that happen to the man of the family. Since he had managed to kill all and himself, now there are people saying "why" should he has to do the things he did and that there is a way out. To me...that is all rubbish talk. There is no way out....especially when you hit a bad patch very, very hard and when pride is on the line. Who can anyone turn to? Friends or neighbours or even relatives? Man! things are not so simple....when the whole world "fuck out" on you. I understand and respect his decision and if his wife and kids willingly followed his decision...then, may God blessed their souls. Power!!! It takes "guts" to do the things the family did. Guess...the sad part is that in the future, we will see more of these happening when we "progress" further into the future.
It is little wonder that most working people in Singapore "Q" up at the betting shop. Be it for 4D or toto....there is little other choice to hit it "big" now. If to depend on work to have a better life than guess it is too late. Maybe we expect too much but that is the way we are led to think. We had our good years...but not anymore. I fear for my kids' future. One thing lucky for me is that I am close to retiring and maybe I too had to kill myself to lighten my burden to my family soon.
Guess this is called " expiry date".
Even...my young honey is pressured into thinking of killing herself too. So sad when you think that she is still young and had wonderful kids too. So what's happening? High expectation? Shitty job? Cookerized environment?
Maybe....we are going too fast with all the global competitions that we as a "race" has not catch up fast enough. We are so pathetic?
So "fuck" and be happy....life is just for the rich and elite. For the rest...we just make up the numbers.