The fun and misery of loving someone too deeply.

Well...I am stating this thru my experince which I am going thru now. The fun part....really having a ball of a time of knowing there is someone out there that you really want to share everything with. Food, shelter, happiness, health, money, time, fun, giving up with sleeping less, every little things and sex. With the love one beside...everything is double the fun or done with higher intenscity. Take food as example...even tasteless food but shared with your love one, it tastes great. Sex...give the added thrill to go slow and prolong the joy and pleasure. Got to enjoy the taste of it. Give butterfly feeling in the stomach whenever she is around...I behave properly and gentlemanly. Very careful with my look and dressing...so as not to cause her to lose "face". All these...are the fun and good part of loving someone deeply. Yes! the benefits are both ways. Have greater confidence of ownself and appearance improved too.
Now...the down side, too much love can also cause tension and unwant attention. Asking for more time than she is prepared to give. I do hate myself at times....for causing her any stress due to my demands for her time and attention. So....better I wise up or I lose her for good which is the worst possible outcome for me. That is to me the misery of loving someone too deeply. I must learn to give and take...and roll with the momentum of time in order to preserve whatever feeling and love which I have got till now.
Guess...loving too deeply is not the "reserve" for female kind only. Man too can kena the addiction too. Even older man!!! Man!!! hehehe. What do you think of my silly thoughts...honey pie?

One month since the tsunami

Wow...already one month since the big waves hit and many life changed forever. Mine too....no longer can think that the beautiful beaches and seaside resorts are safe places. Any moment...nothing left standing. My thinking about life is totally shattered by the tsunami. I now understand that life on this world....is nothing but a passing moment and it is up to us to make things happen. Happy or sad...it is up to you. Maybe your love one can help makes things better and livable. So it is the same too for your love one...you owe it to make their life happy and livable too. I promised to do my best to make my honey happy...and contented be it "sex" or anything. I will put
in more efforts into all things I do including my work, my caring for my family and honey, whenever I have sex...only power sex count! no chicken effort or by the way type. Meaning...will do all that needs to be done. Sex without any emotional attachment also don't mean a thing...so must have closeness and together plus the feeling to please and enjoy each other bodies and senses. Nothing dirty or bad....just full blooded hot sex. Do it
well or don't do at all...that is my aim.

Wow...long time since my last up-dating

Guess...I didn't have much time especially after the company started to monitor our usage of the company internet for personal use. I don't want to give them an excuse to give me any trouble. So I cut down on it.
Then for the last couple of weeks...so many things to do eg : go for training in AIA, meetings and meet clients.
Run errands for clients and the many screw-ups happening along the way. Man...so so tired and luckily I have
my honey to give me encouragement and love to keep me going and going. Thanks honey pie. My firm butt mama....hehehe.
Thinking of her....man! I get horny. So important to have someone to love and to share the hard living for all of us especially living here in S'pore. Work stress, family stress, living stress, health stress and money stress. Any one
of these stresses...is bad for any one but we live with at least a couple or worst 3 or 4 of them at any one time.
The only time...I can have my heaven is when I am with my honey in my arm and loving her. Slowly kissing, licking and sucking her....man! that is heaven on earth for me.