Just move on...after picking up from a fall.

Yes....most of the times, we are living our lives for the sakes of our children or our better half. Dare not "rock the boat" or live the way we really want.....but just keep or rein-in our expectations in order not to up-set our loved ones.

Guess we are asian....and that is the way we are bought-up to think that is the best way to go about our lives. As for me....there is no right or wrong about it, as only times can tell us whether that is the right or wrong moves.

Even...with all the lessons learned so far, I will not change much the way I live my life. If it is not good then....it is just too bad for me. I feel it is too late to change except that I will keep a lower profile in the future and to keep myself "calm" as far as possible. Hahaha guess I am not longer young....not nice to easily "lose" my head and "cool" over small issues.

About LOVE...that is a hard one, used to love passionately but I feel....it is better for me to rein this in as well. It has caused me much pain....and depression not too long ago until I am now "cold" and fearful about it.

It has also changed my mind about the way I used to think that LOVE is blind. Now...to me, LOVE is only blind for awhile at best esp for different races or for those with a big difference in age. It won't be able stand the "test of time" for long....becoz of our present "mobile" lifestyles. It is so easy to find friends of the opposite sex thru the internet or chat-lines that it loses the meaning of true friendship. Yes....I would agreed that true love is a great thing but how do we measure it? Sometimes....we mistaken it for a "lustful" relationship as this type of relationship also not stand up to the "test of time" test too. It won't be long to find someone else better or sexier esp when the other someone is "NEW" and more interesting.

My recommendation - go and see the korean movie "The king and the clown". It has deep meaning about human feeling and bonding. PEACE!