Love? or one-sided feeling.

Due to Love....this feeling
Hanging by a moment...

My world was hanging by a moment
today,
As I past you all else faded away,
the task at hand,
the cares of the day.
All in your eyes forgotten, as you past
my way,
A friendly glance,
a wonderful smile.
you have no idea, that I'll be thinking of you
for awhile,
As the slow motion eases and my world
comes back to full pace,
though it was just a moment,
it seemed like forever,
my world was hanging by a
moment today...

DOE...... in a relationship.

People break-up for all sorts of reasons....be it fall out of love, due to lack of money, fall in love with others, got sick and tired with the same old thing, want to try other person, or simple no more common interest.....you just name it.
For some....love is just a game or a hobby. To throw away once got tired with it....believed me, there is such person around. Shallow person!!!
And there are some who just love to share their love around....lots of love to give to the world. A lovely person!!!
Yes.....there are some who can feel eternal love for others too but for eternal love to work, it gotto have the understanding and trust of the couple. Yes.....there are examples everywhere to show that this too can and do happen often.
So at the end of the day....it boils down to the couple whether are they for real or just for fun in their feeling for each other. Even for marriaged couples...things can turned bad at any time in the course of their marriage. Hence.....there is DOE in a relationship. And that is a sad and hard part.

You are beautiful to me.....

I could look at you forever
Forever’s not that long
To be immersed in your beauty
Is like the breaking of the dawn
I could look at you forever
Your charm,your style,your grace
I could look at you forever
And not forget a single trace
I could look at you forever.

Let the sunshine thru...

Like the title...let the sunshine thru and that is only the first step.
Then only the grass will grow.....the flowers will bloom, then the bees
and birds will follow....
Colors....and sweet smell will soon fill the air.
Lifes will move on.....and happiness can be found.
Time will heals the sorrow....the pain will then be gone.
The smile will return to the faces...and this in turn bring
more smiles....laughter and joy are there for all to see and hear.
Peace....beget peace,
Love.....beget love,
and I .....beget you. My honey, my love, my soulmate, my joy, my addiction.

let's move on....now

Sorrow....it is a sickly feel that one felt deep in their heart and if it is not handle carefully, it can and will slowly eat oneself from the inside. It can also continue to grow till...one cannot do anything but just to sit down and wait for death. It reminds me of how my louhan fish dies....slowly it does not want to eat any more...then slowly it just remain still...then it turn over once in awhile...later it stays that way. Upside down...slowly the scales start to rot away and the stomach become swollen. The fish will not die immediately but continue to live till the stomach burst open and it rots away...the water become murky and smell.
So...honey, please take my hand and we turn around....to be carefree and happy again. We have tortured ourselves long enough...and also being selfish to those who care and love us.
Let's move on....with our lifes and still honour and pray for our BBs....we must not forget them so that we will not repeat the mistake again.

A Poem....

My Favorite Poem
I love this poem so very much. And since I've been on the lookout for cool poetry so sadly, I figured I'd give some of my favorites out to the world. It's so ME. So full of shit!!!
And so able to explain my life in a nutshell, whether it describes someone else in my life, or just myself..... Oh, just read it!

This Is Just to Say
by William Carlos Williams

I have eaten
the plums,
that were in the icebox
which you were probably saving for breakfast,
Forgive me
they were delicious
so sweet
and yet ..... so cold.

-- Feeling quite fond of above poem, and loving how it's fitting into my life right now.
(Doesn't it give you the most sickly-sweet feeling????) About .....Love?

When I fall in love with you

It's the coldest night, people passing by
You will be the one that light up my life
When you're close to me, makes me feel alive
Like never before, when my whole world had died.....

Painful memories, lonely places
I had been there a long time
Now I found you, where I belong
My whole life will never be the same.......

When I fall in love with you
Anything is out of the blue
In the dark night
There'll be sunlight
And you'll be the destiny that I'm going to.......

When I fall in love with you
Wishing dream is forever true
Having you right here, face to face
Let nobody else comes between me and you

When I fall in love
There will be no more, no more lonely night I'll cry out no more,
love has come ease the pain
Just to touch your hands, whispering your name......

I can feel no pain, feel myself breath again
Painful memories, lonely places
I had been there a long time
Now I found you, where I belong

My whole life will never be the same......

When I fall in love with you
Anything is out of the blue
In the dark night
There'll be sunlight
And you'll be the destiny that I'm going to......

When I fall in love with you
Wishing dream is forever true......
Having you right here, face to face
Let nobody else comes between me and you

When I fall in love...........

Yes....I am hanging onto a moment in time.

Hanging by a moment...

My world was hanging by a moment
today,
As I past you all else faded away,
the task at hand, the cares of the day,
All in your eyes forgotten, as you past
my way,
A friendly glance, a wonderful smile,
you have no idea, that I'll be thinking of you
for awhile,
As the slow motion eases and my world
comes back to full pace,
though it was just a moment, it seemed
like forever, my world was hanging by a
moment today...

Now.....what else can i say? I have blown out what is eating me all this while,
now...again, I can only wish I remained a coward and let the sleeping dog lays
as it is. The truth can hurt.....wish I can turn back the clock to last year this time
again. i am so full of love...so happy....so carefree....so powerful. With not a thing
in the world to stop me. :)
Now.....hope things are still the same...only can hope!

You are my everything.....

You are....
My Everything...
You are the the center
of my life,
You are the wings by which
I fly,
You are the melody I sing,
You are my everything...
You are the smile upon
my face,
You are the One and only
Way,
You are the reason that I
dream,
You are my Everything....

if you only care to know......my honey!

Love....

A simple word but it has a very powerful meaning. Some people can take and handle it while others will suffer pains with it. It is easy to give but it is not easy to receive. At times, we expect too much and at other times we expect too little. For some...looking for love and they end-up looking at all the wrong places. For the smarter person....love can screw up his thoughts and life while to a dumb person....there is no love just like or dislike. Like wanting to eat or too much to eat so does not want to eat.
Love to different people....means different things or experiences. It has no right or wrong way to do it. It can bring great joy as well as great pain to different people. People do silly and stupid things due to love. It can drives one "NUTS" that is why....there are many nuts cases at Woodbridge hospital. But if one is to ask me....what is my take on LOVE?
That is what make us "HUMAN" and without love......we are no better than animals. Do you agree?