Not bad...spent the past few days with honey and had quality time with her. In my mind I am very clear about what I want and what I don't want. And she is what I really want to be with...
Matured, naughty and with a firm butt. Man! it was heaven. HAPPY......and
thank you to my honey pie :) :) :)
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Yah...seem so distant is a right word to use.
It is hurting not being able to help...make me feel as hopeless. Then again...knowing my honey, I believe this is her way of saying that she needs her private space to mellow in her present state of mind and until she is ready...then she is ready. Meantime....the sound of silence and keeping her distance.
Sighed....yes! I understand and will try to keep myself busy with other things and distractions. I kept looking at my hp for a sign...any sign or sms but nothing. From everybody except my honey.
Sighed....yes! I understand and will try to keep myself busy with other things and distractions. I kept looking at my hp for a sign...any sign or sms but nothing. From everybody except my honey.
Feeling sad...when her silence is so deafening.
Yes! I understand when my honey said that man after getting what they want from a woman, they will keep low profile or worst stop want to see the girl again. Now...with the silent from my honey, I too feel blur...and sad. Why is...well, guess my honey is too stressed out by work and play until she felt like a zombie. Man! it does affect me too in a way...the silent is deafening especially no sms or no reply to my sms. Great way...to torture your love one. Caused me to wonder what went wrong...my fault? If it is...what is it that I did wrong?
This is so till that in one hand I know that she is having trouble with the work and work-related problems but on the other...I kept asking myself could myself be the causing her to get angry with me. Then again...I want to know the answer but knowing my honey, I just bear with her
silence. Loving someone can be a hurting affair at times if one is just thinking and not sharing both happiness or sorrow. I don't mind to carry and share her problems to enlighten her loads.
Yes! I may not be a great help but I believe I will listen and let my shoulder for her to lean on if need to. Hope she snaps out of this....fast so that we can be back as normal again.
This is so till that in one hand I know that she is having trouble with the work and work-related problems but on the other...I kept asking myself could myself be the causing her to get angry with me. Then again...I want to know the answer but knowing my honey, I just bear with her
silence. Loving someone can be a hurting affair at times if one is just thinking and not sharing both happiness or sorrow. I don't mind to carry and share her problems to enlighten her loads.
Yes! I may not be a great help but I believe I will listen and let my shoulder for her to lean on if need to. Hope she snaps out of this....fast so that we can be back as normal again.
Friday, February 25, 2005
The 10 million dollars "Ang Pow" Toto draw.
Well...it's over and 8 lucky souls became instant millionaires. As for myself, my outlay was at $125 and I kena back $50...on the whole still negative by $75. It could be worst same like the past few years...all gone, no smell.
As for the football bets, I more or less on the break even. Win some lose some....just for the sake to try for fun. 4D also no good luck...no smell for a long while back.
I am getting sleepy....
Missed my honey....but she was in a dark mood, stressed by the HOD and her boss. Guess one cannot do what one wish for all the times....if it is 40/60 still I got to try.
As for the football bets, I more or less on the break even. Win some lose some....just for the sake to try for fun. 4D also no good luck...no smell for a long while back.
I am getting sleepy....
Missed my honey....but she was in a dark mood, stressed by the HOD and her boss. Guess one cannot do what one wish for all the times....if it is 40/60 still I got to try.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Tuesday
Guessed life moves on with or without me...no different to the world. Like the old saying...time and tide wait for no man!!!
So...with this, it is up to us to make ourselves "happy and fulfilled" whenever we can. That much we owe it to ourselves to do daily if possible. As for me, I feel my day is fulfilled if I can get to see and be close with my honey. Felt good when I am with her...even when she is "distant" or "stoned" by her tight schedules and other commitments. What to say...but since I love her, nothing matters much to me than to see her happy and springing along.
Love....a deep word, easy to say and write but not everybody can actually felt it....to me, it is like a agony....a bitter sweet agony....a butterfly gone mad in the my stomach. You felt empty without seeing the loved one....you didn't want to say good-bye when the day is over and done....feel like heaven and nothing can go wrong whenever she is near....no discription, no actual words can fully state the feeling. An addiction....with no known cure!!! A mental state of mind....that beautiful place called "paradise". Sex done when in love....the most beautiful and powerful combination, a person can experience. I counted myself very lucky on that count, I have felt it when I make love to my honey....until the salty and fishy after taste ends up in my nose for days. Power!!!
So...with this, it is up to us to make ourselves "happy and fulfilled" whenever we can. That much we owe it to ourselves to do daily if possible. As for me, I feel my day is fulfilled if I can get to see and be close with my honey. Felt good when I am with her...even when she is "distant" or "stoned" by her tight schedules and other commitments. What to say...but since I love her, nothing matters much to me than to see her happy and springing along.
Love....a deep word, easy to say and write but not everybody can actually felt it....to me, it is like a agony....a bitter sweet agony....a butterfly gone mad in the my stomach. You felt empty without seeing the loved one....you didn't want to say good-bye when the day is over and done....feel like heaven and nothing can go wrong whenever she is near....no discription, no actual words can fully state the feeling. An addiction....with no known cure!!! A mental state of mind....that beautiful place called "paradise". Sex done when in love....the most beautiful and powerful combination, a person can experience. I counted myself very lucky on that count, I have felt it when I make love to my honey....until the salty and fishy after taste ends up in my nose for days. Power!!!
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Not been feel well these couple of days.
Shit...out lots of blood, maybe too "heaty" until I was too weak and fainting when I "cheong" the Friday's commit closing. Getting too tired and weak...maybe becoz I ate very little the whole day on Friday plus the passing of blood or maybe it was all in my mind.
Anyway....I am not young as before, so so strong....nothing can get me down. Yes! this is it, aging! Spirit still willing but body cannot take it anymore. Hahaha....luckily there are lots of things I can do to help myself. One thing for sure is...the mind can overcome the body to a certain extent. So must stay positive and active...and aware of my limitations. I still have a lot of living to do for myself and my honey. Bless my honey...I have something to look forward to. A purpose!!! Cheers!!!
Anyway....I am not young as before, so so strong....nothing can get me down. Yes! this is it, aging! Spirit still willing but body cannot take it anymore. Hahaha....luckily there are lots of things I can do to help myself. One thing for sure is...the mind can overcome the body to a certain extent. So must stay positive and active...and aware of my limitations. I still have a lot of living to do for myself and my honey. Bless my honey...I have something to look forward to. A purpose!!! Cheers!!!
Happy to see my honey...
Yah...bright and shine, and there she is. Even getting "fog" ...it is still worth the wait for her to come down. Looking at her poutly pink lips...just love to plant a kiss on them but not possible too many people around and beside she was sitting opposite me. Well...that was my story of today. Can see but cannot touch.
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