Thursday already....shit!

Wow...so fast, now already 4 days off and going back to work tonight. Looking back to the 4 days guess I have understand and also learn more in life. Learn from watching movies, VCD and real life experiences.
Life and love are both simple and complex...you can choose which path to take and it does not end there becoz it is a long long road. The only time this ends....will be when one dies.
Take me as an example....now I also find out more of myself and thinking. Always think I'm crazy and selfish when it comes to love and girlfriend until I watched the movie "closer". I am more like the loser in the movie....and by taking a hard line as with the loser, yah! he turned out losing everything and everyone. Then after seeing the VCD on "Everyone has secret", I can appreciated the situation better. So after these two movies and after some hard and deep thinking into the stories....I guess I will change my thinking to suit to the changing time or I'm the biggest loser or sucker at the end of the road. I will respect the idea that everyone has secrets and some secrets are better left "secret" becoz it is not present to know and can be very bitter to one's ego and pride. Who am I to judge when I am not clean myself...so why not respect the idea that if everyone has their right to their privacy.
On the whole...I think the ideas from "Everyone has secret" are better suited to today's world or asian's way of life as compared to "Closer". Ang mo's way is "win all or lose all", a big risk to take and is like pushing everything to the max. I had taken that path before....end up "bitter" at some of my exs ( burnt the "sex" bridge ) and also nothing good has came out of it for me, and after investing time and money to start in the first place. But some ideas will still take me a longer time to accept....like screwing everyone. I need some feelings even just to take a interest to talk to a girl, let alone to screw everyone who cross my path. If I do that, I will be damn "busy" everyday of the week. Will only apply this new concept on my present "honey" and not my past or ex.