Wednesday - 1st nite at work

Shitty week....1st, hardly got any news from you know who. Claimed to be autism or whatever but guess it is just an poor excuse. So what can I do?....it is always hard if you wanted so much to hear from a loved one while she doesn't have the mood or doesn't feel like even to sms or reply with a short note. This is an example of a "one-way street" type of communication.....
But one thing is for sure....don't do it to others if you don't want it to happen to you. I live by this motto....but not many others think the same way as me.
Am I asking for too much?....frankly I don't think so since i know my situation and my present standing in her eyes, I am just expecting the minimum....but still I got disappointed. Why do I feel that way??? I hardly hear anything from her, and I can only go to her blog....to see and try to make out what she was trying to put across there.
This is teaching me....a hard and painful lesson of loving someone especially when the feeling is not mutual. Also can show what kind of things people do or don't do.

Sighed :(