Wednesday....1st day of work

Now.....1st day of my own team work and another 3 more nites to go. Tomorrow....is the 1st of Nov for chinese lunar calender. I will go to temple as usual in the morning.
Nothing much to look forward to.....maybe hope to go for a family vacations to KL for food and shopping in the third week of Dec. Beside this.....it is totally nothing left.
Thankfully....my health is still holding well but not my mental health...."emotional depressed" by
you know who. I still trying my bloodly best....not to think about it but somehow, it always managed to come to haunt me whenever I am alone whether just before sleeping or driving. So much so that....I end-up can't sleep or getting mad for the slightest provocation by other drivers. Shit :(
The more I tried not to think, the more it comes to haunt me. Still no regrets....and I must get a hold of myself and move on with my life.