Jan 2008

What a month? lucky it about to pass....I have gone from ok to almost broke. From "no worry" to "plenty to worry about". And worst....and no honey also.

The stock market - just crazy and that also made me go crazy too. Up and down by huge margin everyday.
Very crazy on 21/2 and 22/2....2 days and my nose went into the ground, oh....lots of noses went into
ground and just wonder how many people "die". Nearly became one of them too.

4D....not too bad but at a heavy cost. At the end...end-up paying off the losts in the stock market. Fxxked!

For no money...no honey part, still no change to it and remain status quo. Just gotto move on with my life and not think or put too much hope into this too. Esp knowing my honey and that I shall remain always "an outsider" in her eyes no matter what I do ( no stake in her coop hahaha ).

So...another week to the CNY and the year of the golden pig is almost gone. Hope the year of the Rat be a better one for me. But from the way things are moving....not too promising. 1st already the back-stabbing has started at my workplace and the boss also somehow part of the problem.
If....I am dead, I will come back and give them no peace too. Those mother-fuckers!!!