Friday - Just a nightmare

Really was the most shitty night for me for a long long while on last Friday. Total nightmare at work....just cannot understand how things can get so screw-up. A perfect storm.

Felt like end of the world by the time 23:59hrs, totally screwed! No body would and could believed what went wrong. Things started going down hill at 10pm...and till midnight. Even the pc "hanged" and that was in the last leg for the qtr-end closing!

In the end....called boss to tell her the issues but then again...like I said before who really cares to listen to screw-up which happened once in a blue moon. In my line of work....no one really want to think or understand when things "failed". Best not to know so as not to be answerable for it.

I was just "blur" and felt so so bad....had to reflect what it might have been and so on. Still....till now, I am fearful to come back to work due to the bad experience on last Friday. The only thing that came into my mind now about the whole experience is it was a perfect storm for me. Things just failed one after another...
some were man-made ( miscommunication and false expectation ) and others were just out of the blue. Just cannot explained it any other way except a perfect storm.

Just like what happened in Samao/Indon/Phils last week. Tsunami...who the fcuk want to be hitted by a tsunami??? Just pure "HELL" as one who lived thru it....descripted the whole thing!