Maybe I need the flower-bathing ritual again

Yes....just stopped buying 1760 and the number came in 3rd prize for this Wed's Big Sweep draw. Shit....6 big and 2 small equal 5K go down the drain. The worst was on last Sat, 1238 which I bought 12 big 10 small on eve of CNY and I got 2K for it when it opened was 2381 on 13/2. The former was one of 2 sets of 4D....which I said will come out on the CNY's period. ( see post on 18/2 ).

Would have been a great Feb month with nearly 100K of winning....now got less than half plus a damaged car due to my own carelessness and spent hours "hanging on" on board of buses and MRT. Taxi is fine except for some waiting time, hehehe. Just don't want to spend another 1K for renting a car....kind of punishing myself and at the same time...to open my eyes to see how others get by eg my wife and kids. Me...
so special must drive car meh? Since so "kayu" when driving one....I must repented by having a bit of "hard time" on buses.

Maybe in need of the above ritual again....as somehow, something "bad" has came across my path. In the end....frankly not all that "shit" but I am in need of a good flower bath ritual to kick start my luck again or at least....steady my luck for the rest of the year.