Guess...what? everything happen for a reason.

Agree? hehehe....yes! so move on with life. almost pointless to explain when word does not mean a thing. everything happen for a reason be it good or bad, and time will tell.
yes! i have been bad but some of the good things which people said about me....don't and can't saved me. hehehe so much for what people said. they too must be having their own issue when they don't mean what they said....yet only me is devil. guess there are lots of double standards everywhere we go in this world. even when they know they lost nothing....yet there is so much hatred. if only they willing recalled what they said recently just a day or two ago...they will laugh with me too at human weakest and their rumbling.
even after what i said about myself and how much i suffered as the result...guess this is never good enough for some...still need their pound of meat. hehehe
i believe in what goes round comes round....today it is me! tomorrow it could be someone else? so forgive...and forget, life can then be simple. i have taken the first step and i don't even say anything hurtful about anyone but to myself, and when i blamed it is also a general remark aim at no one in particular...so it is not bad and the rest of the way will be easier from now on. the world can do with less bitterness and more kindness. even an old monkey is still has a right to live it own way of life...good or bad, he will answer for his doing when the time comes.
i was remind to be positive in my outlook....yes! from now on, i choose positive thinking! then things are truly simple....just black or white, right or wrong, true or false, happy or sad, love or hate. man! that last one reminds me of recent memory....sigh!
a boy looks up at the sky and a bird shits into his eye,
he does not cry but said thanks to the god that elephant does not fly.
eg...of positive thinking!