Have wake-up from my bad dream..now!

I remember a couple of weeks back....that I was on my dreamland. So happy and having the best time in the world....but I did said that only time can tell whether is this so...good or bad result for myself. Well....I have wake up to reality again and I did have a great time I have to be realistic too...esp at myself and things. Result - a sad and bad one. Too serious too soon....and didn't realised the power of jealousy.
Life is simple but how many people in this world of ours truly can claimed that they do indeed live a simple life every day. Or is it only simple when one choose to see it as simple. Mine....is complicated one and even when I choose it to be simple there are other people ( jealous people both old and young ) always trying to make sure to complicate it for me...so I will not have it any other ways. Bring it on....one way or the other I will survive thru it.
Time to eat dinner...will see football later on the TV....move on again but it is not the same anymore. Shall have bitterness about human's behaviour esp at the jealousy thing. Yes! I still is at fault from the first place....maybe things turn out well after all before it gets deeper and more complicated...worst!
I have trust in god...