Suck....man!

yes! one of those days for me too....again. my fish tried to eat the flak fish and the thing struck in it's mouth. Have to play surgon to pull it off from the mouth but jumping up and down....shithead! somehow got it off....and the louhan is saved! but I had fishy smell on my hands plus kena poked by the fins.
Woke up in afternoon...friend called to go listen to mlm. fuck no but kena fucked yes! I go waste my time now....arrrrghhhh! Must learn to say NO! No! No! No! not be a nice guy always but that is my nature....so hard to change just becoz of a few fucked shits friends.
Man! angry...............with myself pathetic old me! being made used by others all the times.