Up-date

Man....didn't realise that I didn't up-date my blog for so long. The problem is "time" and motivation, just don't have that to write at all.

Life has kind of turn stray for me....love life is even worst and not to mention
sex life which is at best once a month or 2 months thing. Kind of lost that urge too.

Lately....luck is also on the down side, more "down" days as compared to "up" days.
Frankly I know why....no sex lor. Man lives for sex....woman for money and love. So gotto meet somewhere so that we can get what we need.

China girls....me also lost that "touch" with them even with some of them working under me. Just don't have the mood to chat them up....or should I say, don't know what to say to them to motivate them to go out with me. No go out....how to score?

The only thing that interest me now....is food, good food....shit! I know I am getting fat from all the thinking of food. Feeling "depress" lately as I don't have a goal to work towards. My AIA work....also down in the pit, thinking of giving it up.

Looking at share market....this is even worst becoz one way or the other, it causes more "depression" esp when you lose money or earn less profit.

Just feel....lonely and I bottle-up all my negative energy inside me. No wonder, I am as cranky as my old man.