On relationship

True....life still move on with or without me being happy or sad, whether I got "fly aeroplane or not" it didn't matter at all.

Of course....I am still a bit bitter about being left high and dry when my usefulness is gone but at the end of the day and upon thinking about it now, it was my fault the whole time for not noticing the signs out there. I was never in front of the line for any good thing. Even had this same problem with my own family....must be karma thing. I must be a loser in this type of situation.

Somehow....in life, the thing has a funny way of reminding people that your turn will come be it good or bad. What you do to others...will be done on yourself by others. One way to come out of this....a better person is not to do things you don't like others to do it to you. Only then...you can complain if this happen.

On the whole....these 2 weeks are not a good one for me in term of happiness. Guess everyone of us will go thru this type of time. And after going to Waterloo temple and drawing the "chiam", I have calm down alot and think thru what had happened and to accept it as a fact of life. Nothing much has change....yes! I got to become older and hopefully less bitter with life.