Another screwed-up day....

Man! if things will screwed-up then today...everything just screwed-up for me. After sleeping for a couple of hours, I had trouble to sleep well again. Then waking up with a big headache....took a couple of panadol then tried to sleep again. After all the trying, just give up and get ready to go to work.
At the company, only realised I forgot my handphone then after so long....look up at the clock only showing 8pm....I thought it was a long time already. Even time stops....shit day.
Wrong meps and all the drives failed due to wrong instruction from me....what the fxxx am I doing or thinking?
Football bets ....3 matches, lost 2 and win 1....that sum up my day. Just about everything touched...screw-up
for me. Even...honey prefer to do other things. Well....I was left alone, to think about my day hahaha.
Still....outstanding : the trip to china, to go or not to go? A headache question....don't go now, kena paid 50%
for backing out as what the tour company say. Go....honey not happy. I just don't want to think about it for this moment.....go, I can settle this issue once and for all then I can move on hopefully with a clean slate. If not then the baggage is always be in my car....reminding of my past, no end and no good will come out of this type of situation for all. Personally....I think I got to go and settle the issue then move on with my life.
I am looking at the calendar with a saying " People who feel good about themselves will produce good results".
I agreed with that...same as in my situation. Once the issue is settled....we all can move on, good for everyone.