Man! this is the time for fun and excitement especially during the X'mas and the coming new year period approching. And now this happened!!! so bad timing....guess there is no good or bad timing for death to catch up with the people. Whether you or me....still the same, just got to live life to the fullest and with no regret.
Now for the living....let's pray for the dead and wounded, the widowed and orphaned. At the mean time to do our best to help by donating whatever you can. Materials, time or money. Even a simple prayer goes a long way for those who has none to give or to offer.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
One thing I learned from this....sad event.
No matter how rich or poor, white or black or brown, Christian, Muslim, Hindu or Buddhist, young or old and male or female, the cry from the pain of losing someone dear and close is the same. Very sad to bear or to hear....
This moves me to try to help by getting friends and relatives to donate their used clothing or anything that can help the victims. I go around to collect from those who has no transport or don't know where they can donate these items to and to send all the packages to the Sri Lanka and Burmese temples. They are collecting these items and will give them to the affected victims in their home countries. Those who have money can donate money and people like me....can do with donation of used clothing, water purifiers and some money. Hehehe I am dead bloke this time of the month...still have not receive my bonus and pay. And I had paid for my credit card payments which I over stretched during my trip to China. Over spent so suffer. hehehe! Plus my insurance payment and borrow some money to my friend who badly need it. Anyway still give some as donations....eating maggi mee hahaha. Mother Thersa's logic for donation....give till it hurts then you understand the purpose of it used for. Must hurt then it counts. Yes! it hurts me to give so little hehehe....I can do better but I give 4 sets of water purifiers at $88/set. I will give more later once I have my bonus and pay at the end of the month.
This moves me to try to help by getting friends and relatives to donate their used clothing or anything that can help the victims. I go around to collect from those who has no transport or don't know where they can donate these items to and to send all the packages to the Sri Lanka and Burmese temples. They are collecting these items and will give them to the affected victims in their home countries. Those who have money can donate money and people like me....can do with donation of used clothing, water purifiers and some money. Hehehe I am dead bloke this time of the month...still have not receive my bonus and pay. And I had paid for my credit card payments which I over stretched during my trip to China. Over spent so suffer. hehehe! Plus my insurance payment and borrow some money to my friend who badly need it. Anyway still give some as donations....eating maggi mee hahaha. Mother Thersa's logic for donation....give till it hurts then you understand the purpose of it used for. Must hurt then it counts. Yes! it hurts me to give so little hehehe....I can do better but I give 4 sets of water purifiers at $88/set. I will give more later once I have my bonus and pay at the end of the month.
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Tsunami....man! I thought it a japanese food.
Man! didn't quite know these things and it is worst than the terrorist attack of 911 and Bali combined. Who would have think that this thing can caused so much deaths and suffering. My heart goes out to those who had suffered one way or the other. In one minute, the lifes of so many people changed for the worst. Suddenly so many widows, widowers and orphans. Rich, poor, young, old, female or male....none is spared when the tide hits. The force of nature, the act of god or whatever name and ways you can called this moment...it does not make a different. So it is a sad day for many people.
Now....understand that the Sri Lanka and the Burmese temples are asking for donations be it old clothing, food stuffs, anything that can help the victims or money. I will do my part with clothing and water purifers. These water purifers will help to give clean water to these people. I still have about 150 units or sets. I will divide these up and donates accordingly. I losed about 10K in this venture....guess now is the best tme to do something especially when I am damn tight in the pocket at the present moment. School books and uniforms.
I remembered a saying from Mother Theresa....for donation, must donate till you feel the pain. Yes! by doing this of donating the entire stock.....the nagging from my wife and sister will be deafening. Still believe I do the right thing to give away these items then keeping all these in the storeroom. I can closed up the company too and bring the whole venture to a close then to continue losing money all the times. ( paid for company address, storage and taxs ) and spending time to do the annual accounting even when losing money.
So guess I do the right and correct thing.
Now....understand that the Sri Lanka and the Burmese temples are asking for donations be it old clothing, food stuffs, anything that can help the victims or money. I will do my part with clothing and water purifers. These water purifers will help to give clean water to these people. I still have about 150 units or sets. I will divide these up and donates accordingly. I losed about 10K in this venture....guess now is the best tme to do something especially when I am damn tight in the pocket at the present moment. School books and uniforms.
I remembered a saying from Mother Theresa....for donation, must donate till you feel the pain. Yes! by doing this of donating the entire stock.....the nagging from my wife and sister will be deafening. Still believe I do the right thing to give away these items then keeping all these in the storeroom. I can closed up the company too and bring the whole venture to a close then to continue losing money all the times. ( paid for company address, storage and taxs ) and spending time to do the annual accounting even when losing money.
So guess I do the right and correct thing.
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Fortune teller
Hahaha....since I went to see them, I will take the prediction with a pinch of salt. No harm to hear what they said. Guess I must be desparate hehehe.
I followed his advise...guess what? I kena $500 when I remembered that he told me to watch out when friends or relatives invite to wedding. So I just buy 1 big after looking at the address on the card. Not bad....enough to pay for the week's 4D plus take back about $140. Can't be too choosey.
Now for his second prediction....another small luck around the same time.
I followed his advise...guess what? I kena $500 when I remembered that he told me to watch out when friends or relatives invite to wedding. So I just buy 1 big after looking at the address on the card. Not bad....enough to pay for the week's 4D plus take back about $140. Can't be too choosey.
Now for his second prediction....another small luck around the same time.
Saturday..........X'mas day
Well.....it is X'mas day but I am still working. Some of the girls did not turn up for work today will be dealt with come next week. Guess, everything boil down to attitude. Whether or not to work....a choice's issue here.
Told my girls at work....poor has mainly bad attitude towards life and usually prefer the easy way out in life. The soft option....when holiday, they feel like having holiday mood too even with a empty pocket they are happy not to come to work. Maybe just sit at home to watch TV or just mingle with the crowd at shopping malls. That to me....poor attitude becoz if there are money in my pocket...then everyday is a new year or X'mas to me. Money is everything but everything is not money to some.
End of the day....eyes wide open and empty wallet too. What is the point?
Come morning....3 rest days will be waiting for me. Then work for another 4 days....bonus and New Year day again. That's great.
As for work....I will tighten the screws on the aunties, I have been too kind and they took advantage of my kind and sweet nature. I am going to make some cry....father and mother, only then their eyes can see clearly.
Told my girls at work....poor has mainly bad attitude towards life and usually prefer the easy way out in life. The soft option....when holiday, they feel like having holiday mood too even with a empty pocket they are happy not to come to work. Maybe just sit at home to watch TV or just mingle with the crowd at shopping malls. That to me....poor attitude becoz if there are money in my pocket...then everyday is a new year or X'mas to me. Money is everything but everything is not money to some.
End of the day....eyes wide open and empty wallet too. What is the point?
Come morning....3 rest days will be waiting for me. Then work for another 4 days....bonus and New Year day again. That's great.
As for work....I will tighten the screws on the aunties, I have been too kind and they took advantage of my kind and sweet nature. I am going to make some cry....father and mother, only then their eyes can see clearly.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Up-dating my blog
Ya...it been many days since I last blog. Home pc was infected by torjan virus and was down for the past few days already. The only time and place for me is at my working place. Last week was a very tough week for me...non-stop pushing for targets and many other production issues to solve on the lines.
Even today....got force to come back to do O/T to cover for my counterpart who went on mc. No choice becoz I too have some more annual leave to clear before this year is out or it will be burnt.
Got to get to the good side of the boss or man!!! hard days ahead.
Guess I have to be more efficient in my work if I want to have time to do some blogging. Finish the work then spend sometimes to clear my e-mails and at the same time, look into the blog site of my honey and also blog my thoughts...hehehe as if it worth anything.
Even today....got force to come back to do O/T to cover for my counterpart who went on mc. No choice becoz I too have some more annual leave to clear before this year is out or it will be burnt.
Got to get to the good side of the boss or man!!! hard days ahead.
Guess I have to be more efficient in my work if I want to have time to do some blogging. Finish the work then spend sometimes to clear my e-mails and at the same time, look into the blog site of my honey and also blog my thoughts...hehehe as if it worth anything.
Monday, December 13, 2004
Monday....13/12
Well...great football matches last night. Managed to sit thru the English League match-up of Arsenal and Chelsea.
As predicted....ended in a draw. Logic outcome...win-win situation for both inspite the outcry of both managers.
I betted and made some money for Sat's matches too and the same thing happened for Sunday's matches. At times, if one is to stay calm and think thru the logic behind some of the games played. One can understand the whole picture better....it is lelong for some matches or just going thru the motions for others. The money men do decide the actual outcome of the games in order to max their return. No pride thing here....money talks louder than actions.
Worst for the local matches....like for the Tiger cup. Shit! bigger lelong but then again, if one is to know the whole picture one will sure to make money too betting on the matches.
I waked up early to check on the latest result for the late late game and the one concerning Real Madrid. Shit! a bomb threat and the match was stopped at 88 mins...a few more minutes and I have made more money. Some big fuckers!!! playing the fools.
By the way, managed to live thru last week working days....very hectic but managed. Happy to stay home this week to watch the football matches on the telly. Maybe...go watch some movies alone. Honey not around lah.
As predicted....ended in a draw. Logic outcome...win-win situation for both inspite the outcry of both managers.
I betted and made some money for Sat's matches too and the same thing happened for Sunday's matches. At times, if one is to stay calm and think thru the logic behind some of the games played. One can understand the whole picture better....it is lelong for some matches or just going thru the motions for others. The money men do decide the actual outcome of the games in order to max their return. No pride thing here....money talks louder than actions.
Worst for the local matches....like for the Tiger cup. Shit! bigger lelong but then again, if one is to know the whole picture one will sure to make money too betting on the matches.
I waked up early to check on the latest result for the late late game and the one concerning Real Madrid. Shit! a bomb threat and the match was stopped at 88 mins...a few more minutes and I have made more money. Some big fuckers!!! playing the fools.
By the way, managed to live thru last week working days....very hectic but managed. Happy to stay home this week to watch the football matches on the telly. Maybe...go watch some movies alone. Honey not around lah.
Monday, December 06, 2004
Monday...
Man! for the past couple of days life was tough especially at work. Things didn't happen and the boss gone crazy so even with all the hard work put in...it doesn't count much. So I got just to dig in and hang on to dear life. Lucky and happy that it was in the past....looking back and thank GOD.
Well...might as well. This week is a slow week too. My dear one is not around....so spend time of kid but she isn't too thrill with that. Went for a movie at Tampines....X'mas with the Kranks.
Guess...I have to up lift myself. My cough is getting better....tried my mom's secret recipe for it. Spent the better part to hunt down the stuffs going into it and the pot. Two doses and the cough seem to go away....great stuff.
While at the mall with my kid, noticed there are lots of people even on a Monday afternoon. Many young people now that it is the school holidays.
Well...might as well. This week is a slow week too. My dear one is not around....so spend time of kid but she isn't too thrill with that. Went for a movie at Tampines....X'mas with the Kranks.
Guess...I have to up lift myself. My cough is getting better....tried my mom's secret recipe for it. Spent the better part to hunt down the stuffs going into it and the pot. Two doses and the cough seem to go away....great stuff.
While at the mall with my kid, noticed there are lots of people even on a Monday afternoon. Many young people now that it is the school holidays.
Friday, December 03, 2004
Friday....already, TGIF again.
Time and tide wait for no man....how true? That goes for aging too becoz it is the result of time. One can only look back and see what we have done with our lifes. But then again....past result may not happen again in the future. Not a great guide for us.
Very chiem today....maybe due to my blocked nose and lack of sleep from the coughing during the night or sleep. Man! one can really reflect on one's action and past when one is sick. Hehehe....is it so?
Well....looking forward to work tonight. I want to catch up with my sleep.
Very chiem today....maybe due to my blocked nose and lack of sleep from the coughing during the night or sleep. Man! one can really reflect on one's action and past when one is sick. Hehehe....is it so?
Well....looking forward to work tonight. I want to catch up with my sleep.
Half day tonight
Yes! will work half day only just too tired and sick to continue. It about done and I have clear my work load and briefed the people what to do.
Got to see my posting date now.....hehehe, since blocked nose is getting in the way of what I am seeing.
Got to see my posting date now.....hehehe, since blocked nose is getting in the way of what I am seeing.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Going back to work...4days week
Waloaaa...yes! a 4 days week and I will be working. Thanks "GOD" for I am still a productive member of Seagate. I will still do my best in whatever task I undertake and I believe I can make a different. How is that?
It beats the self pity and what you have....everytime. It pays to have a positive attitude towards life and work. Can't do worst if you don't.
Yes! for the past one week I am feeling under the weather...flu and cough. But still I got to attend class and other training for AIA and AIG requirement. Luckily I snaked out for the training for Usana....just stay at home to rest and try to get well. So so tired with the flu thing affecting me. No pau2 but also for the best or I will be drain "dry" further. Guess in life, one must know one's limitation and ability even for the young. It is a zero sum game we are playing so at the end of the day for all of us....it will be a pay-back day and there is no two ways about this. Remember that you live the life the way you choose....no regret and no misunderstanding, and with a positive outlook.
In the long run....all things will somehow will even out. Good and bad...zero sum game.
It beats the self pity and what you have....everytime. It pays to have a positive attitude towards life and work. Can't do worst if you don't.
Yes! for the past one week I am feeling under the weather...flu and cough. But still I got to attend class and other training for AIA and AIG requirement. Luckily I snaked out for the training for Usana....just stay at home to rest and try to get well. So so tired with the flu thing affecting me. No pau2 but also for the best or I will be drain "dry" further. Guess in life, one must know one's limitation and ability even for the young. It is a zero sum game we are playing so at the end of the day for all of us....it will be a pay-back day and there is no two ways about this. Remember that you live the life the way you choose....no regret and no misunderstanding, and with a positive outlook.
In the long run....all things will somehow will even out. Good and bad...zero sum game.
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Man...still having the blocked nose!
Still not feeling well....again got caught in the rain while out attending the class for the insurance biz. Very interesting subject....accident claim forms and the purposes. At
least it is of some values to me to know some of the rules change in Singapore with this latest change.
This system is already in use in the Euro nations for the past 30+ years. Hopefully we can get use and make use of it to report accidents. This should make the claim to be process faster and cheaper.
It is called the SAS....S'pore Accident System. Consisted of 1 standard form to be filled on the spot. Can change story later but that is important. Will cut off the middlemen, conmen, lawyers and some crooky workshop owners. Will take some times for the new system to be fully intergeted and used by all S/pore.
least it is of some values to me to know some of the rules change in Singapore with this latest change.
This system is already in use in the Euro nations for the past 30+ years. Hopefully we can get use and make use of it to report accidents. This should make the claim to be process faster and cheaper.
It is called the SAS....S'pore Accident System. Consisted of 1 standard form to be filled on the spot. Can change story later but that is important. Will cut off the middlemen, conmen, lawyers and some crooky workshop owners. Will take some times for the new system to be fully intergeted and used by all S/pore.
Monday, November 29, 2004
Caught a slight flu....
Wow....quite a while that I was sick. Flu this time....caused my nose to block and it is not comfortable. Also noticed that quite a number of other people are having this problem or down with coughs. Must be the season for all these sickness...wet
and cold weather with hot sun in between.
I am also busy with all the training before the end of the year to attend just to make up the hours....requirement, no choice!
Just get on with it and hope for the best....to feel better and without the blocked or runny nose.
and cold weather with hot sun in between.
I am also busy with all the training before the end of the year to attend just to make up the hours....requirement, no choice!
Just get on with it and hope for the best....to feel better and without the blocked or runny nose.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Back again....hehehe.
Guess...it is working time again. Back to the grind and that is a fact I have to accept. Today was not too bad and I believe it can be even better. hehehe that is if I kena the 1st prize in toto. Well then I still got a chance becoz I have not check the result yet.
One thing I learn today....age is not important or does it reflect on one's wisdom or smartness. The case in point is when I checked on one of the commenter's blog site. Man....just 16 and boy! the thoughts that are expressed ....I just got to read more to try to understand them.
Ria...you made my day. Hat off to you....good job and keep it up.
One thing I learn today....age is not important or does it reflect on one's wisdom or smartness. The case in point is when I checked on one of the commenter's blog site. Man....just 16 and boy! the thoughts that are expressed ....I just got to read more to try to understand them.
Ria...you made my day. Hat off to you....good job and keep it up.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Wednesday.....food day!
Man....it is a food day alright. From breakfast to dinner but the most power one is at lunch. Went with the bunch of lead-girls for Intl' Seafood buffet at Marina Sq.
Luckily it was not too packed because the table booking was wronged. Well I paid 60 cts as the booking fee done by the search co.
The food were alot and eat till fat. Anyway it is enjoying.
Now....very sleep.
Luckily it was not too packed because the table booking was wronged. Well I paid 60 cts as the booking fee done by the search co.
The food were alot and eat till fat. Anyway it is enjoying.
Now....very sleep.
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Learn to keep my cool....
Shit heads! really pissed off by a van driver for "horning" me for his own fault. He did not signal but cut out while I signal and cut in at two lane going into one lane.
He horned me....fucker! I should horn him instead. Anyway....I should just don't even need to get angry. I must learn to take it easy.
I will try harder to be patient....lately I am getting angry very fast and out of small matters, I am not having any period problem hahaha. Maybe just one of those days things. Still must learn to keep my cool....pointless!
Peace....peace....peace.....hehehe.
Fuck the motherless toad! .....peace.....peace....peace.
Feel better already. hehehe
He horned me....fucker! I should horn him instead. Anyway....I should just don't even need to get angry. I must learn to take it easy.
I will try harder to be patient....lately I am getting angry very fast and out of small matters, I am not having any period problem hahaha. Maybe just one of those days things. Still must learn to keep my cool....pointless!
Peace....peace....peace.....hehehe.
Fuck the motherless toad! .....peace.....peace....peace.
Feel better already. hehehe
Man...just wake up.
Great rest...slept well especially knowing that I am not working tonight and there is no one around the house except the old man. Faster get everything ready for him and I went to sleep after reading the newspaper.
Wake up....feel like a sotong king. Go get the food ready again for the old man and eat together with him. But got a earful of rubbish...old man just talk and talk. Guess he must be bore. Just I keep quiet and let him talk and talk.
Life....guess we have our own problems but we must just work it out ourselves. We have our responsibilities and tasks to take care of everyday. Mine is my old man....my siblings don't want him but he still think he is so great that all love him so much. Old fool....maybe I am old fashioned so I just bear with the shit. If I don't bother he will be in the old folk's home and that is bad....for anyone.
Looking back at my past....there are "ups" and there are "downs" too. What to regret? Pointless....just move on and be better. That is what I owe myself to do.
Look at the newspaper this morning about the guys who missed out on getting marry. Well....they are just losers. Too many excuses....what do they expect? Girls go up to them and offer to open legs for them? And....when one did, they think that they are too great and something are wrong. Shithead! they are the something wrong not the girls....I have this type of friends. Full of excuses and shits....gutless. Love and marriage is a gamble....and is for everyone to take. Win some lose some....and move on. No regret or anger!!! Just learn from it and smile and move on. There is love for everyone....young or old, fat or thin, married or single, even enough for dogs, horses and other animals. Human also screw them too. So....no excuse for them. Can go get Viets, Indonesians, Chinese, Malaysians and Khmers. So so many if they go out to look for them....don't expect the other way round. Girls looking for them hehehe. Enough for that....
In life...just go for it and live life to the fullest. It is worth it...as life is short especially the happy and good times. Zoom....pass if you are like me, the sotong king. Luckily for me, it always come again. Maybe being a sotong also has a good point....hahaha. Got repeats!
Wake up....feel like a sotong king. Go get the food ready again for the old man and eat together with him. But got a earful of rubbish...old man just talk and talk. Guess he must be bore. Just I keep quiet and let him talk and talk.
Life....guess we have our own problems but we must just work it out ourselves. We have our responsibilities and tasks to take care of everyday. Mine is my old man....my siblings don't want him but he still think he is so great that all love him so much. Old fool....maybe I am old fashioned so I just bear with the shit. If I don't bother he will be in the old folk's home and that is bad....for anyone.
Looking back at my past....there are "ups" and there are "downs" too. What to regret? Pointless....just move on and be better. That is what I owe myself to do.
Look at the newspaper this morning about the guys who missed out on getting marry. Well....they are just losers. Too many excuses....what do they expect? Girls go up to them and offer to open legs for them? And....when one did, they think that they are too great and something are wrong. Shithead! they are the something wrong not the girls....I have this type of friends. Full of excuses and shits....gutless. Love and marriage is a gamble....and is for everyone to take. Win some lose some....and move on. No regret or anger!!! Just learn from it and smile and move on. There is love for everyone....young or old, fat or thin, married or single, even enough for dogs, horses and other animals. Human also screw them too. So....no excuse for them. Can go get Viets, Indonesians, Chinese, Malaysians and Khmers. So so many if they go out to look for them....don't expect the other way round. Girls looking for them hehehe. Enough for that....
In life...just go for it and live life to the fullest. It is worth it...as life is short especially the happy and good times. Zoom....pass if you are like me, the sotong king. Luckily for me, it always come again. Maybe being a sotong also has a good point....hahaha. Got repeats!
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Did a little reflection on my life
Well...it is one of those days when things are moving at a slow pace or not going the way we want. So stop to reflect about the things I did and did not do.
After....all the thinking, decided that if I must continue to live then I want to be on top on my health. Got to get a hold for taking care of myself in order to stay healthy and in good shape. I was thinking of one of my operator....she was sick the day I was transfered to this present dept. Recently she called me for help...to collect donation for her because she won't be able to come back to work maybe forever. She had liver problem....too poor for op and it is a long time issue.
She sounded sad....but I have to tell her that she needs the boss's permission before I can do any collection on her behalf.
This got me thinking about health....yes, I am also not as tough as before. So I make up my mind to die from accident than to die in my sick bed. Too much suffering for myself and all around. I started to read and do research on th effect of health supplement.
After....all the thinking, decided that if I must continue to live then I want to be on top on my health. Got to get a hold for taking care of myself in order to stay healthy and in good shape. I was thinking of one of my operator....she was sick the day I was transfered to this present dept. Recently she called me for help...to collect donation for her because she won't be able to come back to work maybe forever. She had liver problem....too poor for op and it is a long time issue.
She sounded sad....but I have to tell her that she needs the boss's permission before I can do any collection on her behalf.
This got me thinking about health....yes, I am also not as tough as before. So I make up my mind to die from accident than to die in my sick bed. Too much suffering for myself and all around. I started to read and do research on th effect of health supplement.
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Wednesday night...1st day at work.
Having enjoyed my love one's company in the afternoon....and went home for a short nap, I go to work. Yes! it is okay to see all my leads back at work. Many stories to share and goodies to eat. Given by the Indians and malays from their New year left-overs. So many packages....and I pass them to the leads and chamber girls to eat during their breaks and meeting.
I am quite sleepy tonight...and I just walk around to welcome back the indian and malays operators to work again. Fun.........lah.
I am quite sleepy tonight...and I just walk around to welcome back the indian and malays operators to work again. Fun.........lah.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Yo....Man! Tuesday already.....
Good and bad here.....good I got to meet up with my favorite again hehehe and bad....one more day and I have to start work again & this week is a 4 days week. Siangggggggggggg.
Have to hear nagging and fighting for 4 long nights....well, that is the part of life I hate and love. Still can't to make up my mind...which is which..........hate or love? Just gotto live with it anyway, whether it is hate or love. Guess I am not alone with this feeling about workplace. We have our shares of joy, happiness, sadness and backstabbing.
Wake up...look at the newspaper and don't see any nice movie left that I have not seen. I want to see....who is daddy and sky captain but there is limited screening only. Well....will
work something out with love one. hehehe....sure will. Man.....I love that.
Have to hear nagging and fighting for 4 long nights....well, that is the part of life I hate and love. Still can't to make up my mind...which is which..........hate or love? Just gotto live with it anyway, whether it is hate or love. Guess I am not alone with this feeling about workplace. We have our shares of joy, happiness, sadness and backstabbing.
Wake up...look at the newspaper and don't see any nice movie left that I have not seen. I want to see....who is daddy and sky captain but there is limited screening only. Well....will
work something out with love one. hehehe....sure will. Man.....I love that.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Looking for some torturing....hehehe
Man....when I think of it, I got horny hehehe. Just cannot wait for it especially with my mundane life. Must add spice to my life or just look at it slowly slipping into darkness.
In fact if I don't have these torturing........no meaning to go on hanging on to this life anymore. I am already redundant.
I got to find some proposes or more things to do soon....just to keep me busy as I am feeling bore with my life. When I look at the news....death here and killing there, quite predictable in a way. Suddenly realised that....things are going down hill for most people in Singapore.
In fact if I don't have these torturing........no meaning to go on hanging on to this life anymore. I am already redundant.
I got to find some proposes or more things to do soon....just to keep me busy as I am feeling bore with my life. When I look at the news....death here and killing there, quite predictable in a way. Suddenly realised that....things are going down hill for most people in Singapore.
Sunday....afternoon
Man....wake up, shit! I have been eating roti prata for past few days until shit and ass also pain...hehehe. Heatiness lah.
Now going thru my stuffs and wondering whether to go to Malay friends places for their new year treat. Want to go with some buddies but guess they are too tired or gotto do O/T so cannot make it. Not nice to go with wife as they don't know her so nothing to talk and laugh about. Like an alien....wife also does not want to go along to my friends.
Somehow....this year New Year for the Indians and Malays, I cannot feel the mood. So quiet all round....like normal sunday nothing more. This morning I didn't see many colourful Malays on the road like other years. This morning I came home and sleep alone as the whole family went to the in-law's place. So just shared my roti prata with old man then I go and sleep.
Maybe our chinese new year will be like that too.....dead beat!
Now going thru my stuffs and wondering whether to go to Malay friends places for their new year treat. Want to go with some buddies but guess they are too tired or gotto do O/T so cannot make it. Not nice to go with wife as they don't know her so nothing to talk and laugh about. Like an alien....wife also does not want to go along to my friends.
Somehow....this year New Year for the Indians and Malays, I cannot feel the mood. So quiet all round....like normal sunday nothing more. This morning I didn't see many colourful Malays on the road like other years. This morning I came home and sleep alone as the whole family went to the in-law's place. So just shared my roti prata with old man then I go and sleep.
Maybe our chinese new year will be like that too.....dead beat!
Last night....at work then tomorrow I rest.
Yes...man, great feeling again and I am looking forward to the rest days. For the last few days, it was tough due to the holiday period and lots of operators were on leave but the production was still up the same level. How to do more with less...but still the big bosses don't care about the reasons.
Give you a few monkeys or new birds...it is still up to you to make the numbers or else!!! Well that is the way production works. No reason accepted just go do what is needed....no failure!
Man! I have been in this line long enough...so not much of a problem. I don't waste time with self pity...just do my best always. That is my attitude..........do my best always and look at the positive side of all things.
Here we are....rest days!
Give you a few monkeys or new birds...it is still up to you to make the numbers or else!!! Well that is the way production works. No reason accepted just go do what is needed....no failure!
Man! I have been in this line long enough...so not much of a problem. I don't waste time with self pity...just do my best always. That is my attitude..........do my best always and look at the positive side of all things.
Here we are....rest days!
Friday, November 12, 2004
2nd night at work...friday
Walau........already the 2nd night, only left with one more night then rest again. Felt better today becoz I went to pray pray at Waterloo St temple then go breakfast alone. Praying partners last minutes back out to go. Anyway...also no problem for me to go alone, more peaceful too. Can do things by myself...eg like walk very fast and run across the road hehehe. If go with the aunties I must lookout for them and take a slow walk. I managed to get home by 9:20am but already cannot keep my eyes open. So so sleepy!
Prepared breakfast for my old man then read newspaper till I fell asleep hehehe. No dream becoz too tired. By 3pm+, getting restless but still keep eyes shut.....
Now at work....man! busy start. Friday....closing day again! Gotto do my best to motivate the leads/floats/operators to do well. Also attended meeting with HR regarding conversion of shift incentives. Man! also got to deal with the iron-mouthed counterpart ( dargon lady from Burma ).
Such pain in the ass type....well, I know what I need to do hehehe.
Prepared breakfast for my old man then read newspaper till I fell asleep hehehe. No dream becoz too tired. By 3pm+, getting restless but still keep eyes shut.....
Now at work....man! busy start. Friday....closing day again! Gotto do my best to motivate the leads/floats/operators to do well. Also attended meeting with HR regarding conversion of shift incentives. Man! also got to deal with the iron-mouthed counterpart ( dargon lady from Burma ).
Such pain in the ass type....well, I know what I need to do hehehe.
Man....1st day of work.
Yeah man....1st day of work and things gone badly for me. Not my fault but somehow the blame fell on my shoulder and the boss went mental. Shit...others screwed up and push the blame on me. Damn fxxxer!
Guess....women don't made good bosses, never hear themselves giving orders and also the first person to forget their own order which they gave earlier....to me, I called "selective recalling". So for me....to do also mati and not to do also mati....both ways "mati".
I have nothing against women and in fact, all my life I am surrounded by women. Wife, daugthers, mother, bosses and friends. Only hope they remember the good as well as the bad....not only the good parts.
Guess....women don't made good bosses, never hear themselves giving orders and also the first person to forget their own order which they gave earlier....to me, I called "selective recalling". So for me....to do also mati and not to do also mati....both ways "mati".
I have nothing against women and in fact, all my life I am surrounded by women. Wife, daugthers, mother, bosses and friends. Only hope they remember the good as well as the bad....not only the good parts.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Hey....Thursday again
Meaning....that I going to start work tonight after all the "rest".....hehehe, I have got a one "good torturing" rest period. Happy time!!!! I am looking to my rest days again. This make life fun and boil up the blood...not the angry sense but the happy type of sense.
Last night...go for a quickie one but I was so full and still managed to get one in. Ice Kachang and came home to clean up the fish tanks. Sweat out the ice kachang and the chicken rice after 2 hours and it was done for all the tanks. Man!
Before sleep...made choc cake, one big pile of shxxx. A pain in the ass after that...can rest so not that bad. Listen to my music....some nice songs from china, in fact it is from Tibet very cool but wife not happy. Too bad...I will enjoy by myself becoz it was sing with their own language. Sort of "new age style". One of those you like it or hate it type.
Man! time passed so fast....just when I am having a great time.
Thanks to my love one......yes! Agree?
Last night...go for a quickie one but I was so full and still managed to get one in. Ice Kachang and came home to clean up the fish tanks. Sweat out the ice kachang and the chicken rice after 2 hours and it was done for all the tanks. Man!
Before sleep...made choc cake, one big pile of shxxx. A pain in the ass after that...can rest so not that bad. Listen to my music....some nice songs from china, in fact it is from Tibet very cool but wife not happy. Too bad...I will enjoy by myself becoz it was sing with their own language. Sort of "new age style". One of those you like it or hate it type.
Man! time passed so fast....just when I am having a great time.
Thanks to my love one......yes! Agree?
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Dreams....of 10 flowers!
LiFE cAN sTiLL bE GrEAt iF oNE cAn LoOK aT oNeseLF aND rEFlecT oN oNe's paST....tHEn mOveS oN. No oLD baGGaGeS mUSt bE aLLoWed tO bE AttAChed tO liFE. tHeN liFE cAn heAL aLL pAin aND diSappOinTmEnT.
i hAvE dReaMed oF mY deAD moM aNd tHat sHe gaVe aND bLeSSed mE wiTh 10 CoLoUrfUL fLoweRs. buT i rEmeMbER tELLing hER i wAnT 4-D oR tOtO nUmbERS noT fLowERs. heHEhe....eVen moThEr waS trYinG kiD mE. tHaT iS liFe nO nEED tO bE anGry....juSt rEfleCt aND fiGuRe wHat iS sHe trYinG tO tELL tO mE. BuT i wiLL nOt tHiNk tOO mUch....aNy onE waNt tO tRy oR wAnT tO coMmEnt tO kiD mE toO.
i hAvE dReaMed oF mY deAD moM aNd tHat sHe gaVe aND bLeSSed mE wiTh 10 CoLoUrfUL fLoweRs. buT i rEmeMbER tELLing hER i wAnT 4-D oR tOtO nUmbERS noT fLowERs. heHEhe....eVen moThEr waS trYinG kiD mE. tHaT iS liFe nO nEED tO bE anGry....juSt rEfleCt aND fiGuRe wHat iS sHe trYinG tO tELL tO mE. BuT i wiLL nOt tHiNk tOO mUch....aNy onE waNt tO tRy oR wAnT tO coMmEnt tO kiD mE toO.
Golfing....today!
Man! what a life? Before golfing have a nice plate of mee goreng but the best things in life is there is someone to share the food or everything then it tasted great...not just good. What is the no ponit if one person has a big bowl of food then he just eat it all up...as for me, it is okay even a small bowl and there is shared with love one....very fulfilling feel to it. Made my day....complete.
Yes! something can be have with little money spent but it gives great satisfaction. For me...I want to share everything I have with someone close.
Well....got rub some oilment to my sore shoulder and neck maybe that I didn't go golfing for a long while. More than 4 months already...at range.
Well....will go again if my love one wants to go with me. hehehe.
Yes! something can be have with little money spent but it gives great satisfaction. For me...I want to share everything I have with someone close.
Well....got rub some oilment to my sore shoulder and neck maybe that I didn't go golfing for a long while. More than 4 months already...at range.
Well....will go again if my love one wants to go with me. hehehe.
Sunday, November 07, 2004
ChAnGES MaDE.
LiFE cAN sTiLL bE GrEAt iF oNE cAn LoOK aT oNeseLF aND rEFlecT oN oNe's paST....tHEn mOveS oN. No oLD baGGaGeS AttAChed tO liFE.
yES!!!! mAN....pOWeR tO aLL, sMaLL aND biG iNcluDED. PeaCE tO aLL.
yES!!!! mAN....pOWeR tO aLL, sMaLL aND biG iNcluDED. PeaCE tO aLL.
Yes....need help to get this blog to go faster.
Thank you....I need your help to get this thing to go faster or I will have "fits". Hahaha. Anyway I have much to learn in this life time of mine.
Glad to meet nice and sweet souls. See....I still love to look at life with all the goodness and green grass and big blue sky.
Last night....after sending off kids' friends, got home at 12+ already and watch football till 3am then sleep. Wake up feeling like a huge sotong....very blur! Well...checked the football bets, managed to win $19 hehehe with a $250 layout. Power! or stupid?
Glad to meet nice and sweet souls. See....I still love to look at life with all the goodness and green grass and big blue sky.
Last night....after sending off kids' friends, got home at 12+ already and watch football till 3am then sleep. Wake up feeling like a huge sotong....very blur! Well...checked the football bets, managed to win $19 hehehe with a $250 layout. Power! or stupid?
Walau....so so slow
Guess....have to go back to xanga.com. This site is already over blogged out and it is very slow now as compared to earlier when I first blog here.
Anyway...the advantage here is less ads so less stress. Will be happy for now just thinking that I have the next 4 days off....rest and hehehe!
Just wake up after having a good sleep...but got to go fetch family then go for buffets. Kid's idea....just go with them and be sugar daddy to their friends also. Man!!!! my kids eat but still not enough must bring friends.....hahaha. Also me...must go fetch all. Very power!
Kena tortured by them too....by leads and operators at work....then by boss ( lady also ). I must have a revenge!!!! torture my love one? Can? love one pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee? hehehe.
Anyway...the advantage here is less ads so less stress. Will be happy for now just thinking that I have the next 4 days off....rest and hehehe!
Just wake up after having a good sleep...but got to go fetch family then go for buffets. Kid's idea....just go with them and be sugar daddy to their friends also. Man!!!! my kids eat but still not enough must bring friends.....hahaha. Also me...must go fetch all. Very power!
Kena tortured by them too....by leads and operators at work....then by boss ( lady also ). I must have a revenge!!!! torture my love one? Can? love one pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee? hehehe.
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Point of view
Yes! there will always be different points of views even when looking at one picture. I can safely said this to be true even to one person who looks at the same picture but at different times will give different views. So what more to talk when views came from different people from different backgrounds and up-bringing.
To me....all are right....no wrong, so just learn to respect others for their point of views. Can offer different things or talking points but at the end of it all...everyone is entitled to state his/her own view.
I have seen and go thru lots of experience in life....and I am still learning from others .... young and old people alike. One thing I learn about life is.....we need to see things from different angles just to know more about it.
If we just look from one side....then we are very shallow in our understanding. At times....our views are blocked by our pride or stubborness. I have learn be humble. Now I get along with people better and I am happier too.
Take this morning for example....a guy drove very fast just to over take me but at the end of the road when we stopped at the traffic light, I am in front of him by 2 cars length. Why?? becoz he got caught in slow traffic in the inside lane....hehehe. While I just kept to the fast lane and no car in front of me. Even I drive at a constant speed I still was in front while he was cutting in and out of traffic. Here....teach me one lesson, look before you jump or have patient and one day things will be better.
To me....all are right....no wrong, so just learn to respect others for their point of views. Can offer different things or talking points but at the end of it all...everyone is entitled to state his/her own view.
I have seen and go thru lots of experience in life....and I am still learning from others .... young and old people alike. One thing I learn about life is.....we need to see things from different angles just to know more about it.
If we just look from one side....then we are very shallow in our understanding. At times....our views are blocked by our pride or stubborness. I have learn be humble. Now I get along with people better and I am happier too.
Take this morning for example....a guy drove very fast just to over take me but at the end of the road when we stopped at the traffic light, I am in front of him by 2 cars length. Why?? becoz he got caught in slow traffic in the inside lane....hehehe. While I just kept to the fast lane and no car in front of me. Even I drive at a constant speed I still was in front while he was cutting in and out of traffic. Here....teach me one lesson, look before you jump or have patient and one day things will be better.
Life, love and generation gap
Well...why this topic, guess I have mellowed a lot since returning from China. Have seen and experience lots of things while I just show others only pictures. I feel there is no need to say some of the more personal things that happened during my trip. But on the whole....I like to think the result is a good one for everybody and I am most happy for all.....love ones included.
Now....about life, there are something on the surface that we cannot explain or complain about. Things do happen for a reason but at times, just cannot see and know why does it happen till after sometime later. Even some will have no ending. Life does play games with our feeling, thinking and wanting. What you want may never turn up right? I have since lower down my expectation to grass level from table top high for everything including family, friends and working partners. This makes me....less angry when things don't change out the way I want.
For....love, same thing also....kena played times and times again. Lately I have stop thinking about it
....hehehe sound familiar. It is okay with me....which finally bring me to the next topic the "generation gap".
Yes! my feel for this is....no problem if I am very rich guy but since I am not. This is my main downfall in the game of love. Well....I should just stick to my wife and I will solve this issue also. At last...this could be the answer to my problem. Keep my eyes and hands to myself...go smell flowers or do gardening. Man! this bring me back to life again....so at times, we just live our life the same ways as our grandparents and their grandparents did a long long time ago....not knowing what we should do or how best to use our time in this world for. I have no good answer to all of the above really....guess I am a travelling man, moving and moving to the times and the ebbs of it all with no real goal or aim even now.
Living day to day....at least I should consider my life as fair or maybe even good as compared to others. Many or if not most people, also have no aim or propose in their lifes and they have to work very very hard to earn a living just to get by. See some very poor people during the trip...I respected some of them even that they are very poor they have pride not to go round asking for help but they do what they can even eating from the rubbish bins. Pity but they are still proud.
For me, I am still looking for what I should do with my life and......still a long way to travel to find my propose in my life.
Now....about life, there are something on the surface that we cannot explain or complain about. Things do happen for a reason but at times, just cannot see and know why does it happen till after sometime later. Even some will have no ending. Life does play games with our feeling, thinking and wanting. What you want may never turn up right? I have since lower down my expectation to grass level from table top high for everything including family, friends and working partners. This makes me....less angry when things don't change out the way I want.
For....love, same thing also....kena played times and times again. Lately I have stop thinking about it
....hehehe sound familiar. It is okay with me....which finally bring me to the next topic the "generation gap".
Yes! my feel for this is....no problem if I am very rich guy but since I am not. This is my main downfall in the game of love. Well....I should just stick to my wife and I will solve this issue also. At last...this could be the answer to my problem. Keep my eyes and hands to myself...go smell flowers or do gardening. Man! this bring me back to life again....so at times, we just live our life the same ways as our grandparents and their grandparents did a long long time ago....not knowing what we should do or how best to use our time in this world for. I have no good answer to all of the above really....guess I am a travelling man, moving and moving to the times and the ebbs of it all with no real goal or aim even now.
Living day to day....at least I should consider my life as fair or maybe even good as compared to others. Many or if not most people, also have no aim or propose in their lifes and they have to work very very hard to earn a living just to get by. See some very poor people during the trip...I respected some of them even that they are very poor they have pride not to go round asking for help but they do what they can even eating from the rubbish bins. Pity but they are still proud.
For me, I am still looking for what I should do with my life and......still a long way to travel to find my propose in my life.
Friday, November 05, 2004
Getting cheem!!!!
Hehehe....well, maybe getting tired of things that have happened to me. Good and bad things, guess I am too proud to admit the bad things so I always like to stick to the good ones only. Ending up with people thinking and seeing things the way I want to be.
To me....what is the use of digging up the past and end up sad and unhappy. What pass is past....just want to have good memories of good and sweet times. Life is more bearable with this way of thinking. That is how I feel what things should be.....especially past relationship, friendship and past love affairs. I love to see all of my love ones and friends still doing well if not better now.....it will make me happy for them. For them to suffer will sadden me greatly.....
After getting cheem lately....I am more sensitive to other's happiness and joys. They have that rights too. To live and play as what they want with their lifes.
To me....what is the use of digging up the past and end up sad and unhappy. What pass is past....just want to have good memories of good and sweet times. Life is more bearable with this way of thinking. That is how I feel what things should be.....especially past relationship, friendship and past love affairs. I love to see all of my love ones and friends still doing well if not better now.....it will make me happy for them. For them to suffer will sadden me greatly.....
After getting cheem lately....I am more sensitive to other's happiness and joys. They have that rights too. To live and play as what they want with their lifes.
Came to work...2nd night already
Well...already 2nd night at work, more or less settled down with the daily routine. But have to go to YS's mom wake at Serangoon Ave 3. Lucky most of the other supervisors were there too. Must give support to friend when he has this sad situation. Yes! I came to be more understanding to other's troubles and problems. Because we too will face this situation too as I still have a father and a mother-in-law. Sat there for about an hour eating groundnuts. Guess that is my only time when I love to eat groundnuts. For this year, already attend the 2nd wake for friend's parent and relative. Enough for one year....hahaha.
At work again....the people are still fighting over trolleys, silly old goats. Guess they are just a one-trick donkey, hard to teach them to look at things from another angle. Operators and leads are the same....sad but true. Still have a long way to go to teach them well.
Well....as for myself, things are more clearer and settled. Just move on with life and will encourage my love one to do the same. No point to nut pick all the times and be happy. For that is what you owe yourself to do it. If you are happy, then others will also be happy for you.
Had a reasonable good sleep before coming to work....thank god!
At work again....the people are still fighting over trolleys, silly old goats. Guess they are just a one-trick donkey, hard to teach them to look at things from another angle. Operators and leads are the same....sad but true. Still have a long way to go to teach them well.
Well....as for myself, things are more clearer and settled. Just move on with life and will encourage my love one to do the same. No point to nut pick all the times and be happy. For that is what you owe yourself to do it. If you are happy, then others will also be happy for you.
Had a reasonable good sleep before coming to work....thank god!
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
1st Day at work
Man! back to work again....guess what all the aunties waiting to complain about each other. Luckily I was fast enough by letting them have some goodies first then tell China trip stories but also poked them in the stories. End-up they just open mouths and wondering what am I talking about....very cheem!!! hehehe.
Guess....this is the best way without firing anyone and they still have their pride with them. In stories I already sound out my warning to them to toe the line or go against me and that will be a bad choice for anyone of them to take. And it works...."LL" they smile and go off to eat the tit-bits.
AUNTIES will be forever be AUNTIES....narrow minded and petty. Sure don't want to be in their husband's shoe. I cannot tahan this type of thinking.
Lucky for me that my love ones.....are open minded and educated. Guess I am blessed to meet more of such type of persons as friends and so on.
Still having headache....must swallow a couple of panadols after this.
Guess....this is the best way without firing anyone and they still have their pride with them. In stories I already sound out my warning to them to toe the line or go against me and that will be a bad choice for anyone of them to take. And it works...."LL" they smile and go off to eat the tit-bits.
AUNTIES will be forever be AUNTIES....narrow minded and petty. Sure don't want to be in their husband's shoe. I cannot tahan this type of thinking.
Lucky for me that my love ones.....are open minded and educated. Guess I am blessed to meet more of such type of persons as friends and so on.
Still having headache....must swallow a couple of panadols after this.
Man!...hangover
Hahaha...had 3 glasses of mix Dom with lime juice last night. Man! wake-up with a hangover in the middle of the night to watch last night match-up between Chelsea and CSKA for the last 20 mins.
After that sleep again....great! Got to drink lots of water to got over the feeling. Mix the
drinks to give the right mood for my better half but before the drink effects can get to
her I am knock off hehehe. So much for a seducer!
Loved one....hope you can understand me, got to do my household duties too but somehow didn't do anything but sleep well. Today I will be working...and for the next 4 nights straight. Can't wait for Monday again.....hehehe.
After this I will go to the Aia office to submit the cases....got to get the system fire-up I have been lazy for too long and after the trip also quite tight.
After that sleep again....great! Got to drink lots of water to got over the feeling. Mix the
drinks to give the right mood for my better half but before the drink effects can get to
her I am knock off hehehe. So much for a seducer!
Loved one....hope you can understand me, got to do my household duties too but somehow didn't do anything but sleep well. Today I will be working...and for the next 4 nights straight. Can't wait for Monday again.....hehehe.
After this I will go to the Aia office to submit the cases....got to get the system fire-up I have been lazy for too long and after the trip also quite tight.
Monday, November 01, 2004
Poor soul...may god take care of her soul.
Sad to read and confirmed the death of the little china girl. To die alone and at the hands of the person she trusted...very sad.
Even with all prejudices around in Singapore of people against china women....we Singaporean can be proud that we are humans after all when the death of this little girl did touched us all.
So let us let some of our prejudices go free with this poor girl death....to free our own soul of such prejudices when we read that her mother goes around Singapore crying out her daughter's name to find her not knowing she was already gone....dead alone in a box naked.
God....please give her a better next life.
Even with all prejudices around in Singapore of people against china women....we Singaporean can be proud that we are humans after all when the death of this little girl did touched us all.
So let us let some of our prejudices go free with this poor girl death....to free our own soul of such prejudices when we read that her mother goes around Singapore crying out her daughter's name to find her not knowing she was already gone....dead alone in a box naked.
God....please give her a better next life.
Lucky soul...
Noticed that I got to change the timing for the posting to reflect the time more clearly. If I need to be clear in this blog.
But then again...who cares? I want to be the lucky soul to kena the first prize for tonight's toto draw. I will elope with my loved one...my honey...my everything...my soul and heart.
My inner beauty is crying out loud for you......my loved one!
But then again...who cares? I want to be the lucky soul to kena the first prize for tonight's toto draw. I will elope with my loved one...my honey...my everything...my soul and heart.
My inner beauty is crying out loud for you......my loved one!
Second day already....back from China.
Man! lost the posting....hehehe! must be too powerful and kena censored....that is life! But I was thinking about my time and present in this world and what it means to me. Maybe there are somethings written that should not be read....hahaha.
So here are some other things I feel today....the second day back from China.
Yes! I cannot deny that China people are not too trustworthy as a whole....but that also can happen to other people too even me and you....at times, I felt they bought this feeling upon themselves from their earlier hard times which most people don't realise. They themselves have the same feeling about their kind too. So....too bad.
Now....I just want to be happy with my love ones. To see her smile, made me smile too. To see her happy....I too will be happy. So my loved one if you see this....your happiness is far more important than mine to myself. Called me a fool, called me a old fool...well I will be glad if you smile at the end of it. hahaha. Then go ahead to call me anything if it will make you happier and smile. I am a slave of love...love to my loved one. Yes! I have my defects but at the end of it all....I still will love you with or without you loving me back becoz love cannot be force and I accept it in this form and shape. I may take up your suggestion of putting up all my past experiences. I will find the time to do that but first I need to recall slowly all the stories....good, bad, sweet, sad, happy and fond ones too. Guess I had my fair shares in all of the above. But now....I am happy just to see you smile and happy.
So here are some other things I feel today....the second day back from China.
Yes! I cannot deny that China people are not too trustworthy as a whole....but that also can happen to other people too even me and you....at times, I felt they bought this feeling upon themselves from their earlier hard times which most people don't realise. They themselves have the same feeling about their kind too. So....too bad.
Now....I just want to be happy with my love ones. To see her smile, made me smile too. To see her happy....I too will be happy. So my loved one if you see this....your happiness is far more important than mine to myself. Called me a fool, called me a old fool...well I will be glad if you smile at the end of it. hahaha. Then go ahead to call me anything if it will make you happier and smile. I am a slave of love...love to my loved one. Yes! I have my defects but at the end of it all....I still will love you with or without you loving me back becoz love cannot be force and I accept it in this form and shape. I may take up your suggestion of putting up all my past experiences. I will find the time to do that but first I need to recall slowly all the stories....good, bad, sweet, sad, happy and fond ones too. Guess I had my fair shares in all of the above. But now....I am happy just to see you smile and happy.
Sunday, October 31, 2004
Not bad...good start!
Had a nice feeling....that things will be good and will turn better for me. I have learn to be patient with people and not to judge people by their color, wealth, past, smartness and age but by their inner beauty. They have it or they don't....cannot hide for long. Well...I now understand inner beauty clearer now. Eg...don't expect or ask for anything in return when we are with so called friends...hair also black but just cannot see their heart and also sometimes we cannot see our own hearts too. Things can and do changes.
When sharing food with the so called poor people I can see their richness in their heart. Guess we cannot look at things or hear things from third parties and we judged all the Chinese as bad or dishonest people, very hallow way of looking at things. Guess...trust is very important for a good start and we must also earn their trust too.
On the plane...the stewardesses reminded me of a friend. Now....I know how Indonesian people look like, hehehe....guess that must be the in-thing for Indonesian ladies. Man! both ways also have some stewardesses' with the look. Hehehe cute!
When sharing food with the so called poor people I can see their richness in their heart. Guess we cannot look at things or hear things from third parties and we judged all the Chinese as bad or dishonest people, very hallow way of looking at things. Guess...trust is very important for a good start and we must also earn their trust too.
On the plane...the stewardesses reminded me of a friend. Now....I know how Indonesian people look like, hehehe....guess that must be the in-thing for Indonesian ladies. Man! both ways also have some stewardesses' with the look. Hehehe cute!
Came back in one piece.
Hehehe...well! reached Singapore and sms some of my good friends to let them know. Guess some are happy and some are not...so let them be. As for my trip, it was fun and enriching to see how others' live and work. Different cultures different expectations and different tastes.
The worst thing was the wait at the clearment for passport to board the plane...long Q and so many locals jump the Q and made things worst. Anyway the plane still was delay due to that for 45 mins.
Met many nice peoples, ate many nice foods, spent over budget. Met old friends there and they invited me to visit their houses and shared their meals. Poor people are less proud and more willing to share their hospitallity. I am touched by the friendliness. Have given them my views of things they can do as business especially in the food lines. Big potential especially the huge crowd of peoples everywhere.
Bought a couple of hello kitty leather things for kitty...guess kitty must be too busy with own things lately. Don't want to disturb kitty's happiness. Will go to company and give some of small tokens and tit-bits to the leads and floats. Man! damn heavy to carry the whole load back. Only now...catch my breath to read my mails and reply to some.
The worst thing was the wait at the clearment for passport to board the plane...long Q and so many locals jump the Q and made things worst. Anyway the plane still was delay due to that for 45 mins.
Met many nice peoples, ate many nice foods, spent over budget. Met old friends there and they invited me to visit their houses and shared their meals. Poor people are less proud and more willing to share their hospitallity. I am touched by the friendliness. Have given them my views of things they can do as business especially in the food lines. Big potential especially the huge crowd of peoples everywhere.
Bought a couple of hello kitty leather things for kitty...guess kitty must be too busy with own things lately. Don't want to disturb kitty's happiness. Will go to company and give some of small tokens and tit-bits to the leads and floats. Man! damn heavy to carry the whole load back. Only now...catch my breath to read my mails and reply to some.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Narrow mindedness....
It is sad to see human treat another human with comtempt due to narrow mindedness. Yes! human is plain selfish at times....especially if their interest is at stack but if they can have an open view of the situation then they can understand things better.
At my workplace...sad to see aunties fighting each other due to no trolley. These things don't even belong to any of them yet they can fight over it. Even the leads are no angel...or to put correctly, play a part in the conflict too by taking sides. Since when has the company have enough trolleys for all??? I have been here
8 years and most days....can hear fights over them.
I am not feeling well....and later I must be going to Shanghai. Hope my stomach will calm down once I leave
this place. I am on annual leave tonight but I also turn up just to see, talk and urge the leads to put away their differences and work as a team. I will be most happy...but I must not lost hope on them to do the right thing.
At my workplace...sad to see aunties fighting each other due to no trolley. These things don't even belong to any of them yet they can fight over it. Even the leads are no angel...or to put correctly, play a part in the conflict too by taking sides. Since when has the company have enough trolleys for all??? I have been here
8 years and most days....can hear fights over them.
I am not feeling well....and later I must be going to Shanghai. Hope my stomach will calm down once I leave
this place. I am on annual leave tonight but I also turn up just to see, talk and urge the leads to put away their differences and work as a team. I will be most happy...but I must not lost hope on them to do the right thing.
Friday, October 22, 2004
Guess...lost a couple of my posting.
Surprised! when I found that I actually lost a couple of my posting eg the one I posted last night but I have said before winsome losesome....so be it!
Why....so hard! not the end of life or time....there will be other time and other things to look forward in life. If things don't turn out to the expectation....then let it be so!
Man....one week and my thinking completely changed. Believed this week teaches me more than ten whole years lessons. Since I am those who don't hold too much grudges or too much bitterness, I believed that helps me a lot. Lessen the disappointment for both myself and my foolishness that certain things are best left aside.
Too good to be true so it is so untrue at the end....too. Cannot never be...,a foolish dream for a foolish dreamer. Hehehe...too louso already! have fun....soon.
Why....so hard! not the end of life or time....there will be other time and other things to look forward in life. If things don't turn out to the expectation....then let it be so!
Man....one week and my thinking completely changed. Believed this week teaches me more than ten whole years lessons. Since I am those who don't hold too much grudges or too much bitterness, I believed that helps me a lot. Lessen the disappointment for both myself and my foolishness that certain things are best left aside.
Too good to be true so it is so untrue at the end....too. Cannot never be...,a foolish dream for a foolish dreamer. Hehehe...too louso already! have fun....soon.
Food....here I come!
Yes....just another day and I can enjoy myself. Too bad my honey is not by my side if not then we can paint china red....hehehe. Well there will be other times....to look forward to. Life is forever changing and as long as there is a will there shall be a way out. Agree?
At work....so so and I will try to leave my girls and aunties with harmory if possible so that they can enjoy their work here without me around...and I believe if they can open up the heart and narrow mindedness they can do it. If not...then there will be my replacement TM and then they will be nagged till the pants drop. Find the people here just too petty for their own good.
I will still come in to start up the team tomorrow...even officially I am on annual leave. Hope to show my people unity and friendship....teamwork!
Big words!!! big task but I have to try......
Will missed my honey most....and family too but I have to do what I have to do. One chapter closed for another to open. Too hard on everyone for two chapters to be on at the same time...also not fair and too tiring.
At work....so so and I will try to leave my girls and aunties with harmory if possible so that they can enjoy their work here without me around...and I believe if they can open up the heart and narrow mindedness they can do it. If not...then there will be my replacement TM and then they will be nagged till the pants drop. Find the people here just too petty for their own good.
I will still come in to start up the team tomorrow...even officially I am on annual leave. Hope to show my people unity and friendship....teamwork!
Big words!!! big task but I have to try......
Will missed my honey most....and family too but I have to do what I have to do. One chapter closed for another to open. Too hard on everyone for two chapters to be on at the same time...also not fair and too tiring.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Moving on with my life again....
Man....am I busy today? Wake up and go shopping with Helena's birthday and she wants a BBQ with her classmates. Lunch and shopping...until 1:30pm then rush down to change money for the coming trip...shit! wasted another 45 mins then went to aia to submit the 2 cases. By the time everything is done...got home to see Sebrina and Ivan trying to start the BBQ fire. Man...
they cannot start anything to save their life....so shelter life. Don't even know how to tear open the bag of chacoal to put them in the BBQ pit. After finishing to start up the fire, rushed home to see wife struggling to cut up the fruits. Man! again completed the task of cutting up the melon and honeydew in 15 mins and lay the pieces on the tray and also done up the corn with butter.
Lucky for them that I went to check on them at the BBQ pit before I went to work....shithead!can't even managed the fire....almost fire almost die off and they are eating raw chicken and they also not sure about that....chicken seasoned until quite dark and also they were somehow a little blind too. Their taste also not good...don't know how raw chicken tasted like. Kids!!!
I got to get the fire up again in 15 mins and have to show them how to do a BBQ cook out properly.....hahaha or they will end-up sick tomorrow.
The kids are having fun....some cooking, some playing badminton, some running around and some eating....sing birthday's song also no battery.....so soft, too shy.
At 6:40pm....after seeing everything is in order, I go off to work....Well, 1st day after all hell broke lose.....not to bad, things seem peaceful. I go about my work but stay most of my time in my office and eat with Indra...boy! she was surprised....hehehe.
Look at my e-mails and replied some....and looking forward to tomorrow for dinner and biz. Hope everything...remains like this....so peaceful and no stress. After a hectic 3 weeks....man! I welcomed a peaceful world. Yes! man must accept their faith and not try to bite more than he can chew...easy for his health and family. No use....to pretend about time. Tide and time wait for no man.....how true!!!
By Sat's night, I will be on my way to more food...........hehehe not only more food but more great and nice food. Goumet tour....hehehe then come home with another 3 kgs. Well......at my age, who cares? As long as I can still get into my car....hehehe.
they cannot start anything to save their life....so shelter life. Don't even know how to tear open the bag of chacoal to put them in the BBQ pit. After finishing to start up the fire, rushed home to see wife struggling to cut up the fruits. Man! again completed the task of cutting up the melon and honeydew in 15 mins and lay the pieces on the tray and also done up the corn with butter.
Lucky for them that I went to check on them at the BBQ pit before I went to work....shithead!can't even managed the fire....almost fire almost die off and they are eating raw chicken and they also not sure about that....chicken seasoned until quite dark and also they were somehow a little blind too. Their taste also not good...don't know how raw chicken tasted like. Kids!!!
I got to get the fire up again in 15 mins and have to show them how to do a BBQ cook out properly.....hahaha or they will end-up sick tomorrow.
The kids are having fun....some cooking, some playing badminton, some running around and some eating....sing birthday's song also no battery.....so soft, too shy.
At 6:40pm....after seeing everything is in order, I go off to work....Well, 1st day after all hell broke lose.....not to bad, things seem peaceful. I go about my work but stay most of my time in my office and eat with Indra...boy! she was surprised....hehehe.
Look at my e-mails and replied some....and looking forward to tomorrow for dinner and biz. Hope everything...remains like this....so peaceful and no stress. After a hectic 3 weeks....man! I welcomed a peaceful world. Yes! man must accept their faith and not try to bite more than he can chew...easy for his health and family. No use....to pretend about time. Tide and time wait for no man.....how true!!!
By Sat's night, I will be on my way to more food...........hehehe not only more food but more great and nice food. Goumet tour....hehehe then come home with another 3 kgs. Well......at my age, who cares? As long as I can still get into my car....hehehe.
Monday, October 18, 2004
To error is human...stay in one's comfort zone!
Yes! easy to look back and see the problems and mistakes that we human can and do make. When in the heat of things, all of us can and do crazy and silly things. Then after
we blamed others for our decisions....guess the above is meaningful and right. To error is human!
Look carefully at it....it has a pattern to it. So it is all boiled down to our decisions or choices. Some right some wrong...in some the results are quick and fast, take betting as example....win! or lose! you will know when the game is over. Then there are some other choices that will results after awhile even the early results may be "good" which are pretty misleading then the situations can twist and turn...then finally the result turn "bad". example...fair weather, the sea, fellow human. To be fair, these things are beyond the control of man....we just cannot able to control weather for example, at most maybe we can try to predict the weather and even the weathermen are not right all the times.
We....do find faults of those who are not up to our standard easily but how many times do we look at ourselves to check on our own ways or choices we made. We are the perfect ones...I know I am not, that is why I am still doing what I am doing. Still at the same old place year in year out....no progress, maybe getting worst result then before but we didn't want or like changes....so! nothing really change at all. Same old me....hehehe with the same old habits, doing the same old things....must be too contented in the comfort zone.
What else to do in Singapore....go out to make noises, yeah that will cause more troubles later. Bang head...cause more headaches, so what? Frankly there is no answer....do what you think is right and be happy with the result....be it good or bad. At the end of it...it is your choice!
For me now....stay "low" or better still "no" profile. The storm will blow thru and the weather will turn to fair again....every cloud has a silver lining or a rainbow. I still look at things and friends in positive ways....good memory of good and happy times. I always treasured the feelings....better this way.. no hatred, no anger, no blame, no regret. Only
sweet memories....this reminds me of the stars, they can hit each other and create a big bang and some changed the world forever. The space is so huge and still can hit each other....isn't it the same as human relationship....all fated! What may be not...is the result and it is up to the individual's choice. Man! I am getting louso....hehehe. Guess as one gets older....one can only look back and think and try to recall the memoir of the days of our lives. Hope we have more fond ones in our memoir....this I am doing now, writing them down as my memoir.
we blamed others for our decisions....guess the above is meaningful and right. To error is human!
Look carefully at it....it has a pattern to it. So it is all boiled down to our decisions or choices. Some right some wrong...in some the results are quick and fast, take betting as example....win! or lose! you will know when the game is over. Then there are some other choices that will results after awhile even the early results may be "good" which are pretty misleading then the situations can twist and turn...then finally the result turn "bad". example...fair weather, the sea, fellow human. To be fair, these things are beyond the control of man....we just cannot able to control weather for example, at most maybe we can try to predict the weather and even the weathermen are not right all the times.
We....do find faults of those who are not up to our standard easily but how many times do we look at ourselves to check on our own ways or choices we made. We are the perfect ones...I know I am not, that is why I am still doing what I am doing. Still at the same old place year in year out....no progress, maybe getting worst result then before but we didn't want or like changes....so! nothing really change at all. Same old me....hehehe with the same old habits, doing the same old things....must be too contented in the comfort zone.
What else to do in Singapore....go out to make noises, yeah that will cause more troubles later. Bang head...cause more headaches, so what? Frankly there is no answer....do what you think is right and be happy with the result....be it good or bad. At the end of it...it is your choice!
For me now....stay "low" or better still "no" profile. The storm will blow thru and the weather will turn to fair again....every cloud has a silver lining or a rainbow. I still look at things and friends in positive ways....good memory of good and happy times. I always treasured the feelings....better this way.. no hatred, no anger, no blame, no regret. Only
sweet memories....this reminds me of the stars, they can hit each other and create a big bang and some changed the world forever. The space is so huge and still can hit each other....isn't it the same as human relationship....all fated! What may be not...is the result and it is up to the individual's choice. Man! I am getting louso....hehehe. Guess as one gets older....one can only look back and think and try to recall the memoir of the days of our lives. Hope we have more fond ones in our memoir....this I am doing now, writing them down as my memoir.
Guess...what? everything happen for a reason.
Agree? hehehe....yes! so move on with life. almost pointless to explain when word does not mean a thing. everything happen for a reason be it good or bad, and time will tell.
yes! i have been bad but some of the good things which people said about me....don't and can't saved me. hehehe so much for what people said. they too must be having their own issue when they don't mean what they said....yet only me is devil. guess there are lots of double standards everywhere we go in this world. even when they know they lost nothing....yet there is so much hatred. if only they willing recalled what they said recently just a day or two ago...they will laugh with me too at human weakest and their rumbling.
even after what i said about myself and how much i suffered as the result...guess this is never good enough for some...still need their pound of meat. hehehe
i believe in what goes round comes round....today it is me! tomorrow it could be someone else? so forgive...and forget, life can then be simple. i have taken the first step and i don't even say anything hurtful about anyone but to myself, and when i blamed it is also a general remark aim at no one in particular...so it is not bad and the rest of the way will be easier from now on. the world can do with less bitterness and more kindness. even an old monkey is still has a right to live it own way of life...good or bad, he will answer for his doing when the time comes.
i was remind to be positive in my outlook....yes! from now on, i choose positive thinking! then things are truly simple....just black or white, right or wrong, true or false, happy or sad, love or hate. man! that last one reminds me of recent memory....sigh!
a boy looks up at the sky and a bird shits into his eye,
he does not cry but said thanks to the god that elephant does not fly.
eg...of positive thinking!
yes! i have been bad but some of the good things which people said about me....don't and can't saved me. hehehe so much for what people said. they too must be having their own issue when they don't mean what they said....yet only me is devil. guess there are lots of double standards everywhere we go in this world. even when they know they lost nothing....yet there is so much hatred. if only they willing recalled what they said recently just a day or two ago...they will laugh with me too at human weakest and their rumbling.
even after what i said about myself and how much i suffered as the result...guess this is never good enough for some...still need their pound of meat. hehehe
i believe in what goes round comes round....today it is me! tomorrow it could be someone else? so forgive...and forget, life can then be simple. i have taken the first step and i don't even say anything hurtful about anyone but to myself, and when i blamed it is also a general remark aim at no one in particular...so it is not bad and the rest of the way will be easier from now on. the world can do with less bitterness and more kindness. even an old monkey is still has a right to live it own way of life...good or bad, he will answer for his doing when the time comes.
i was remind to be positive in my outlook....yes! from now on, i choose positive thinking! then things are truly simple....just black or white, right or wrong, true or false, happy or sad, love or hate. man! that last one reminds me of recent memory....sigh!
a boy looks up at the sky and a bird shits into his eye,
he does not cry but said thanks to the god that elephant does not fly.
eg...of positive thinking!
Have wake-up from my bad dream..now!
I remember a couple of weeks back....that I was on my dreamland. So happy and having the best time in the world....but I did said that only time can tell whether is this so...good or bad result for myself. Well....I have wake up to reality again and I did have a great time I have to be realistic too...esp at myself and things. Result - a sad and bad one. Too serious too soon....and didn't realised the power of jealousy.
Life is simple but how many people in this world of ours truly can claimed that they do indeed live a simple life every day. Or is it only simple when one choose to see it as simple. Mine....is complicated one and even when I choose it to be simple there are other people ( jealous people both old and young ) always trying to make sure to complicate it for me...so I will not have it any other ways. Bring it on....one way or the other I will survive thru it.
Time to eat dinner...will see football later on the TV....move on again but it is not the same anymore. Shall have bitterness about human's behaviour esp at the jealousy thing. Yes! I still is at fault from the first place....maybe things turn out well after all before it gets deeper and more complicated...worst!
I have trust in god...
Life is simple but how many people in this world of ours truly can claimed that they do indeed live a simple life every day. Or is it only simple when one choose to see it as simple. Mine....is complicated one and even when I choose it to be simple there are other people ( jealous people both old and young ) always trying to make sure to complicate it for me...so I will not have it any other ways. Bring it on....one way or the other I will survive thru it.
Time to eat dinner...will see football later on the TV....move on again but it is not the same anymore. Shall have bitterness about human's behaviour esp at the jealousy thing. Yes! I still is at fault from the first place....maybe things turn out well after all before it gets deeper and more complicated...worst!
I have trust in god...
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Man....Thought I am lost it! My mind...fool.
Oh...now noticed the date in this blog is American time. I remember I blog today is Monday but it shows up as Sunday.
Shit....thought I discover I can turn back time. If I can I will live my life differently like dumped all my money on 4D in the 1st prize only. 2102 or even the 3rd prize 2444....Fuck me! This number look and remind me of my joke I played on myself by myself. If this is still Sunday....hehehe dream on.
Share my joke....I am a joker and most of my jokes are on myself....fucking jack-ass joker!
Hope you don't see that.....hehehe.
Shit....thought I discover I can turn back time. If I can I will live my life differently like dumped all my money on 4D in the 1st prize only. 2102 or even the 3rd prize 2444....Fuck me! This number look and remind me of my joke I played on myself by myself. If this is still Sunday....hehehe dream on.
Share my joke....I am a joker and most of my jokes are on myself....fucking jack-ass joker!
Hope you don't see that.....hehehe.
I will survive...I know I will.
Just like in the song "I will Survive"...I know I will from this "trying times" for me. So funny when I look back to the past few days. At the last few entries to my blog...I said I have a dream. Man! Especially true near to the end of it....when I talk about age, as being a barrier in the mind of people. How true? And people choose to see it differently. This will not end....till the end of time itself.
Let the non sinner between us throw the first stone at me for what I have sinned....if there is one who can and will. Or talk no more and forever hold their peace. I am still down and nearly out now.
Let the non sinner between us throw the first stone at me for what I have sinned....if there is one who can and will. Or talk no more and forever hold their peace. I am still down and nearly out now.
Lost it today..............shit head!
Start well...but somehow lost everything. Guess that is life, just no idea when we can lose that we have in a flash. Only thing that is good....is that I had a full stomach when it happened. Sad....hate myself....wanted to cry but not on the outside but the inside ( man's pride ).
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Another screwed-up day....
Man! if things will screwed-up then today...everything just screwed-up for me. After sleeping for a couple of hours, I had trouble to sleep well again. Then waking up with a big headache....took a couple of panadol then tried to sleep again. After all the trying, just give up and get ready to go to work.
At the company, only realised I forgot my handphone then after so long....look up at the clock only showing 8pm....I thought it was a long time already. Even time stops....shit day.
Wrong meps and all the drives failed due to wrong instruction from me....what the fxxx am I doing or thinking?
Football bets ....3 matches, lost 2 and win 1....that sum up my day. Just about everything touched...screw-up
for me. Even...honey prefer to do other things. Well....I was left alone, to think about my day hahaha.
Still....outstanding : the trip to china, to go or not to go? A headache question....don't go now, kena paid 50%
for backing out as what the tour company say. Go....honey not happy. I just don't want to think about it for this moment.....go, I can settle this issue once and for all then I can move on hopefully with a clean slate. If not then the baggage is always be in my car....reminding of my past, no end and no good will come out of this type of situation for all. Personally....I think I got to go and settle the issue then move on with my life.
I am looking at the calendar with a saying " People who feel good about themselves will produce good results".
I agreed with that...same as in my situation. Once the issue is settled....we all can move on, good for everyone.
At the company, only realised I forgot my handphone then after so long....look up at the clock only showing 8pm....I thought it was a long time already. Even time stops....shit day.
Wrong meps and all the drives failed due to wrong instruction from me....what the fxxx am I doing or thinking?
Football bets ....3 matches, lost 2 and win 1....that sum up my day. Just about everything touched...screw-up
for me. Even...honey prefer to do other things. Well....I was left alone, to think about my day hahaha.
Still....outstanding : the trip to china, to go or not to go? A headache question....don't go now, kena paid 50%
for backing out as what the tour company say. Go....honey not happy. I just don't want to think about it for this moment.....go, I can settle this issue once and for all then I can move on hopefully with a clean slate. If not then the baggage is always be in my car....reminding of my past, no end and no good will come out of this type of situation for all. Personally....I think I got to go and settle the issue then move on with my life.
I am looking at the calendar with a saying " People who feel good about themselves will produce good results".
I agreed with that...same as in my situation. Once the issue is settled....we all can move on, good for everyone.
Friday, October 15, 2004
I have a dream....
I want to be happy and lucky like my honey if I can....I know I can becoz my honey wants me to succeed in my life so that we can share our life together forever.....we will have time to smell the flowers, look at beautiful views from the mountains and seaside, check-out my honey's cousins....hehehe the monkeys!!! and eat nice foods. So so so many things to do and to share when you have your soulmate with you....no more loneliness and only beautiful and happy times ahead....what a beautiful dream?
Want to share this dream with me? Life indeed can be simple....if we can look at each other's beautiful side. Why think of our past? That can only cause pain and jealousy....why not look into the future with confidence that you are worth the trouble to live for. You can make the different and you can change your own mindset to make a beautiful dream into real thing....only you can make it happen if only you want to or not. You have a choice!
Past....we have our fair share of screwed ups and succuss. No one here can said for sure that one's future is the same as one's past. That is a simple way to condemn a person....things change, people change. Have faith in yourself that you too can change the person u love to be a better person that u always wish for....love can move mountain if you try hard enough....a test of yourself too of your power of love, to see how deep and how much pain u are willing to go thru, not easy to love but not hard if you want to.
Present....we still do silly things at times and not even aware of doing so. Man can be old but not wise or smart like with woman too. Age....is only a barrier in the mind and is up to you to handle it.
Future.....can be great if you want and wish for it hard enough. That is why....there is god. He is there for all who believe and trust in him. So you must know what you want and wish hard for it.....see god's message. hehehe. Do something about it....by having faith in yourself and the one u love. It is a good start!!! Try it!!!
Want to share this dream with me? Life indeed can be simple....if we can look at each other's beautiful side. Why think of our past? That can only cause pain and jealousy....why not look into the future with confidence that you are worth the trouble to live for. You can make the different and you can change your own mindset to make a beautiful dream into real thing....only you can make it happen if only you want to or not. You have a choice!
Past....we have our fair share of screwed ups and succuss. No one here can said for sure that one's future is the same as one's past. That is a simple way to condemn a person....things change, people change. Have faith in yourself that you too can change the person u love to be a better person that u always wish for....love can move mountain if you try hard enough....a test of yourself too of your power of love, to see how deep and how much pain u are willing to go thru, not easy to love but not hard if you want to.
Present....we still do silly things at times and not even aware of doing so. Man can be old but not wise or smart like with woman too. Age....is only a barrier in the mind and is up to you to handle it.
Future.....can be great if you want and wish for it hard enough. That is why....there is god. He is there for all who believe and trust in him. So you must know what you want and wish hard for it.....see god's message. hehehe. Do something about it....by having faith in yourself and the one u love. It is a good start!!! Try it!!!
Time to move on....
Well....whether I like it or not, life move on with or without me. So no choice but to pick myself up and follow with the flow of life. My living moments are liken to a river's flow....sometimes fast sometimes slow and at times "blocked". But still at the end of it....I still have to continue to find my way to the sea, one way or the other. That's life. Once to the open sea......die! Still life goes on....same way as the seawater vapourates and turn into a cloud then rain at the mountains.....again form into a small stream to find it's way back to the open sea.....round and round, life flows and edds. Some of us become great others....just live and to make up the numbers in this world of ours.
I was driving to work....and many things were in my mind until I saw the setting sun....so beautiful yet no one stop to look at it as it slowly sink into darkness. That sort of wake me up....to think of the beautiful things in my life past, present and hopefully in the future. But only we are clear about the past....can only think back
and smile. Present....it is a test most of the times, and looking back at some of the choices I made I can only hope for the best....time will tell the results and I will have to live with that. winsome, losesome.
Still confused? well...I slow down, take stock and move on again....maybe change direction? I will see and decide again when I reach the X-road again.....life is simple....says who?
I was driving to work....and many things were in my mind until I saw the setting sun....so beautiful yet no one stop to look at it as it slowly sink into darkness. That sort of wake me up....to think of the beautiful things in my life past, present and hopefully in the future. But only we are clear about the past....can only think back
and smile. Present....it is a test most of the times, and looking back at some of the choices I made I can only hope for the best....time will tell the results and I will have to live with that. winsome, losesome.
Still confused? well...I slow down, take stock and move on again....maybe change direction? I will see and decide again when I reach the X-road again.....life is simple....says who?
Thursday, October 14, 2004
God's massage
God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No. Who is this?
God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I would chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too, you know.
Me: I don't know. But I can't seem to find free time. Life has become so hectic. It's rush hour for me all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure a way out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then again, there is so much pain due to uncertainty...
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamonds cannot be polished without friction.
Gold cannot be purified without fire.
Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better, not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher.
She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests?
Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are purposeful roadblocks offering beneficial lessons to enhance mental strength.
Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading...
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside.
Looking outside, you dream.
Looking inside, you awaken.
Eyes provide sight.
Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others.
Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, "Why me?"
When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?"
Everyone wishes to have truth on his or her side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery, but a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence.
Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me Life is wonderful if you know how to live.
Me: Called you? No. Who is this?
God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I would chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too, you know.
Me: I don't know. But I can't seem to find free time. Life has become so hectic. It's rush hour for me all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure a way out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then again, there is so much pain due to uncertainty...
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamonds cannot be polished without friction.
Gold cannot be purified without fire.
Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better, not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher.
She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests?
Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are purposeful roadblocks offering beneficial lessons to enhance mental strength.
Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading...
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside.
Looking outside, you dream.
Looking inside, you awaken.
Eyes provide sight.
Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others.
Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, "Why me?"
When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?"
Everyone wishes to have truth on his or her side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery, but a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence.
Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me Life is wonderful if you know how to live.
Time and time again....still learning.
At times I don't feel like talking and at other times, got to get it out of the chest.....yes! I too know something is best not to be said....just keep it quiet and let it die down naturally. This is old wisdom. Guess I am not a wise guy and is far from being one.
Noticed at times, even things played tricked on us.....shit! spent money and time to arrange to go to China. But at the end of it, all screwed up even at the start just one day after confirming it by paying fot it fully. Now even if I want to back out, I got to get only 50% of the total sum paid.....shit!!! Worst during the arranging for it, it causes me endless headache and misunderstanding with my honey..... because I was really acting like a big sotong due to the short time I have to book and get my annaul leave approved.....especially at this trying moment at the company. I must also have a great reason to get clearance to go from boss....
Then....shit! everything just screwed up....kena "fucked". Man! this is the price to pay for it. Can only hope to get this over with and I can start a new chapter with my honey again....I accepted the shits that comes out of this situation.
Noticed at times, even things played tricked on us.....shit! spent money and time to arrange to go to China. But at the end of it, all screwed up even at the start just one day after confirming it by paying fot it fully. Now even if I want to back out, I got to get only 50% of the total sum paid.....shit!!! Worst during the arranging for it, it causes me endless headache and misunderstanding with my honey..... because I was really acting like a big sotong due to the short time I have to book and get my annaul leave approved.....especially at this trying moment at the company. I must also have a great reason to get clearance to go from boss....
Then....shit! everything just screwed up....kena "fucked". Man! this is the price to pay for it. Can only hope to get this over with and I can start a new chapter with my honey again....I accepted the shits that comes out of this situation.
Just give up....
Man! Thought poor thing was having a terrible time and pow!!!......out off the blue, things are back to sq one. Just tried figuring about people's thinking is harder than get the 1st prize in toto. Especially if the subject is a female......man oh man, so so fickle in their thinking. One day .....everything was wrong and the world was so cruel and bad after awhile when period over.....shit!! rainbow and silver lining suddenly re-appeared. If this is not a good example of fickleness....I don't know how to call it.
There are more for me to learn I guess......even after I am gone I still won't be able to give any answer to this issue....no end as long as there are still female around. Another example I can think of...is that they are like osama....out to seek revenge or justice for some wrongs they can think of at the moment, so easy for them to forget about the happy and good times. Can only focus on the negative and unhappy stuff whenever they felt like......worst during the start of their period.
Guess...in fact, I know I will get into trouble for this. But something got to be said....sort of getting it off my chest, hate it if I have to pretend and live with it.
There are more for me to learn I guess......even after I am gone I still won't be able to give any answer to this issue....no end as long as there are still female around. Another example I can think of...is that they are like osama....out to seek revenge or justice for some wrongs they can think of at the moment, so easy for them to forget about the happy and good times. Can only focus on the negative and unhappy stuff whenever they felt like......worst during the start of their period.
Guess...in fact, I know I will get into trouble for this. But something got to be said....sort of getting it off my chest, hate it if I have to pretend and live with it.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Man and woman thing.....is like chicken and egg issue!
yeah...no end to it and no answer for it too...who should understand who? Who should give way to who? Women claim that they are very emotional then men....heartless no feeling animals? That will depend on who is asking and who is listening....but the answer is not a good one for anyone.
When women see men talking or seeing another woman....they get jealous but when they do the same, they don't even aware that they are doing the same as what they complaint about....if the men love the women then the men too will be jealous. Except that men don't say it out loud...but it hurts the same inside the heart. So once this cycle starts...it is the beginning of the end of a relationship unless both agreed to put a stop to this playing game.
Men's jealousy are just as bad....take it from me, I should know. For me, I will just shut up and pretend nothing happen but comes "paupau" time....all out humping. So it is still not a healthy thing....hope everyone is sensitive to the other party. That is better.
Man! nothing expect myself to be in this topic.....but got to add my 2 cents worth of comment to this issue.
Everyone has feeling....respect it! and don't always expect that what you do is 100% right.
Just no way....as a relationship get longer, it gets harder to have a butterfly in stomach feeling anymore. Until one day...if still not careful, wake up and you ask yourself who the hell is sleeping besides you....suddenly you don't really know and understand the person any more. But this feeling is actually common after the relationship has gone south.........
then it is all up to you to think and reflect what make you click in the first place. What you should do to get that butterfly feeling or you can always choose to give up everything. Easiest to give up....then you are a loser becoz this will happen in the future after a while too with other relationship....it is a cycle, an never ending cycle.
You choose the outcome....to this game!
It happens to all...no escape just when and how you handle the issue.
When women see men talking or seeing another woman....they get jealous but when they do the same, they don't even aware that they are doing the same as what they complaint about....if the men love the women then the men too will be jealous. Except that men don't say it out loud...but it hurts the same inside the heart. So once this cycle starts...it is the beginning of the end of a relationship unless both agreed to put a stop to this playing game.
Men's jealousy are just as bad....take it from me, I should know. For me, I will just shut up and pretend nothing happen but comes "paupau" time....all out humping. So it is still not a healthy thing....hope everyone is sensitive to the other party. That is better.
Man! nothing expect myself to be in this topic.....but got to add my 2 cents worth of comment to this issue.
Everyone has feeling....respect it! and don't always expect that what you do is 100% right.
Just no way....as a relationship get longer, it gets harder to have a butterfly in stomach feeling anymore. Until one day...if still not careful, wake up and you ask yourself who the hell is sleeping besides you....suddenly you don't really know and understand the person any more. But this feeling is actually common after the relationship has gone south.........
then it is all up to you to think and reflect what make you click in the first place. What you should do to get that butterfly feeling or you can always choose to give up everything. Easiest to give up....then you are a loser becoz this will happen in the future after a while too with other relationship....it is a cycle, an never ending cycle.
You choose the outcome....to this game!
It happens to all...no escape just when and how you handle the issue.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
Suck....man!
yes! one of those days for me too....again. my fish tried to eat the flak fish and the thing struck in it's mouth. Have to play surgon to pull it off from the mouth but jumping up and down....shithead! somehow got it off....and the louhan is saved! but I had fishy smell on my hands plus kena poked by the fins.
Woke up in afternoon...friend called to go listen to mlm. fuck no but kena fucked yes! I go waste my time now....arrrrghhhh! Must learn to say NO! No! No! No! not be a nice guy always but that is my nature....so hard to change just becoz of a few fucked shits friends.
Man! angry...............with myself pathetic old me! being made used by others all the times.
Woke up in afternoon...friend called to go listen to mlm. fuck no but kena fucked yes! I go waste my time now....arrrrghhhh! Must learn to say NO! No! No! No! not be a nice guy always but that is my nature....so hard to change just becoz of a few fucked shits friends.
Man! angry...............with myself pathetic old me! being made used by others all the times.
Again....sunday!
Man! this is the best time to look forward to....rest days...4 long days to rest & recharge. Especially good becoz the people I faced tonight is pure crabby and let it be....I go look at the smiling faces and I feel better. It is one
of those days for me....even me had to face this type of shit. So that is life. Was reminded of what soap_bubble and drifter's blog...Hope they can see this, just as I have said...it will happen to all and you will not know when and will hit you when you are least prepared by at times the very people close to you....but for me, I just turn the other cheek or just walk away....there are just people who are crabby becoz their period has problem or they are just nasty when they see you happy....and they are close and that is the disappointment.
FUCK....them! for trying to ruin my day but I am stronger than that.
I will think of my happy moments with my love ones and also looking forward to taste it again with my honey.
As I am writing this there are things changing...long lost friend called up...man! at 3am must be damn serious to meet up. hahaha....at the end of it all, it is up to me to choose and I choose to fuck more than getting "fucked".
At work, the old aunties are turning in their graves....just becoz there are new girls reporting to work. These are malay and indian girls....what are those aunties thinking? That I can be interested in those young girls. Man! anyway it is none of their bloodly business as to who I hump....shit heads! And becoz of these, they show me their colors....black crabby faces! No matter their husbands got turn off not to mentioned me....old fools.
hahaha! Jealously...the downfall of women especially the old ones and some young ones too...crazy!
Frankly....looking back! me not that bad still can made people jealous without having any close relation with them....but look at it the other way! somethings are wrong here....fuck! have nothing to do with them yet they are jealous....what is happening in this world? I feel flatter but at the sametime confused! Argggh ! fuck them all ....I will still do what I want to do, I don't live my life to other people's liking or expectation. I live for me.
The End....! hehehe.
of those days for me....even me had to face this type of shit. So that is life. Was reminded of what soap_bubble and drifter's blog...Hope they can see this, just as I have said...it will happen to all and you will not know when and will hit you when you are least prepared by at times the very people close to you....but for me, I just turn the other cheek or just walk away....there are just people who are crabby becoz their period has problem or they are just nasty when they see you happy....and they are close and that is the disappointment.
FUCK....them! for trying to ruin my day but I am stronger than that.
I will think of my happy moments with my love ones and also looking forward to taste it again with my honey.
As I am writing this there are things changing...long lost friend called up...man! at 3am must be damn serious to meet up. hahaha....at the end of it all, it is up to me to choose and I choose to fuck more than getting "fucked".
At work, the old aunties are turning in their graves....just becoz there are new girls reporting to work. These are malay and indian girls....what are those aunties thinking? That I can be interested in those young girls. Man! anyway it is none of their bloodly business as to who I hump....shit heads! And becoz of these, they show me their colors....black crabby faces! No matter their husbands got turn off not to mentioned me....old fools.
hahaha! Jealously...the downfall of women especially the old ones and some young ones too...crazy!
Frankly....looking back! me not that bad still can made people jealous without having any close relation with them....but look at it the other way! somethings are wrong here....fuck! have nothing to do with them yet they are jealous....what is happening in this world? I feel flatter but at the sametime confused! Argggh ! fuck them all ....I will still do what I want to do, I don't live my life to other people's liking or expectation. I live for me.
The End....! hehehe.
Friday, October 08, 2004
TakE iT iN tHe FaCE
yes! the world seem cruel at times and whenever bad happens, can always feel it. this type of feeling can and will happen to anyone of us and at any time....no warning...it just happen when it is least expected. what to do
to prevent this....? frankly i have no answer. lately i too question myself on many things that happen but i too cannot find a good answer to most of my questions.
i have come to a conclusion....there can be "no answer" to certain question we have in life. guess too there is no right or wrong answer to some of the question. that depend how you look or seek when you ask that question. eg is - why don't men understand women? or why not ask this - why make you women think that men must understand women?
my answer to the 1st question - men like to think in fact and logic while women are very emotional in their feeling. it is not that men don't understand women but men at times, choose the short cuts like pretend not to know. to know invite more personal involvoment and men just want to quick solution to the problem at hand.
for the next question - why not the women said that men have the right to choose to agree to disagree but for women...they won't take this to be the right answer. think again....why not? you can choose to ask questions so we too can choose not to answer the questions.
at the end of it all....there is no answer as to who is right and who is wrong....that depend on the person receiving the answer to accept your answer which then depend on his or her mood at the time too.
to prevent this....? frankly i have no answer. lately i too question myself on many things that happen but i too cannot find a good answer to most of my questions.
i have come to a conclusion....there can be "no answer" to certain question we have in life. guess too there is no right or wrong answer to some of the question. that depend how you look or seek when you ask that question. eg is - why don't men understand women? or why not ask this - why make you women think that men must understand women?
my answer to the 1st question - men like to think in fact and logic while women are very emotional in their feeling. it is not that men don't understand women but men at times, choose the short cuts like pretend not to know. to know invite more personal involvoment and men just want to quick solution to the problem at hand.
for the next question - why not the women said that men have the right to choose to agree to disagree but for women...they won't take this to be the right answer. think again....why not? you can choose to ask questions so we too can choose not to answer the questions.
at the end of it all....there is no answer as to who is right and who is wrong....that depend on the person receiving the answer to accept your answer which then depend on his or her mood at the time too.
Sunday, October 03, 2004
hOPe ThIS GeT BeTTeR
mAn! ReAD mY KiD's siTe....sHe Put mE to ShaMe...hehehe. NiCe bACKgrOunD aNd RoTTen BLoG TalK eNgLiSH....JuST nO iDEa hOw aNd wHeRE sHe pICk uP thE sLanG.
DoES tHis mAkes aNyThiNg SenSe tO U....
Me aLreaDy haVinG a heAdache to TypE tHis....heHeHe!!!
DoES tHis mAkes aNyThiNg SenSe tO U....
Me aLreaDy haVinG a heAdache to TypE tHis....heHeHe!!!
It is Sunday again
Man! isn't the day passed by fast. So far for the past 3 days, I can feel there is a change in my life. As of now I think it is going pretty well....guess! I gotto to wait and see the result again maybe in a week's time. To see whether it is a positive or a bad change.
At work, I am never is happier....met kitty such a refreshing panda. There is if she still don't sleep well in the next few days....hehehe! We pull off a big joke with all the aunties and uncles banging their heads and chests. Anyway it makes me feel "great".....god is a chinese! We are a team..."the oddballs".
Well....went to buy a flat TV pretty cheap now at $799 and still can trade in the old one for $50. Good deal at least help me to get rid of the old 29" one. Thought to get the 42" plasma type but still have got the old set of home theatre and don't know what to do with that. And no trade in for it too. About nearly 5K but it is nice on the wall....class! But wife is more interested with the other things....so be it. Don't want to argue with her, so her get what she wants....anyway I only watch TV on my off days...and mainly footballs and scv programs.
For for 4D and toto...blank :(
Well live and fight another day.....:) :) :)
At work, I am never is happier....met kitty such a refreshing panda. There is if she still don't sleep well in the next few days....hehehe! We pull off a big joke with all the aunties and uncles banging their heads and chests. Anyway it makes me feel "great".....god is a chinese! We are a team..."the oddballs".
Well....went to buy a flat TV pretty cheap now at $799 and still can trade in the old one for $50. Good deal at least help me to get rid of the old 29" one. Thought to get the 42" plasma type but still have got the old set of home theatre and don't know what to do with that. And no trade in for it too. About nearly 5K but it is nice on the wall....class! But wife is more interested with the other things....so be it. Don't want to argue with her, so her get what she wants....anyway I only watch TV on my off days...and mainly footballs and scv programs.
For for 4D and toto...blank :(
Well live and fight another day.....:) :) :)
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Life is it a dream or nightmare?
well! that is the first thing you got to ask yourself first thing you wake up in the morning....a sweet dream or another nightmare? you have that choice....yes! you! don't let anyone tell you differently. you can choose to be happy for the whole day or unhappy for the whole day. this makes us different as compared to animals. i suspect that even some animals do make choices too. i see the goat being killed during the haji day by the muslim and it looked at the guy holding the knife with tears in those sad eyes as if it knows it will be killed soon. so here again.....you can choose how you want your day to be. be like the goat or the guy with the knife.
here....just don't quite understand why the need to kill to please the god. is god so blood thirsty? man!
another thing is that everything has a price for us to pay, nothing is free except the air around us. being positive in the mind will help you look at things in a better light. true! there are certain things that are beyond our control like the weather and policeman for booking you for speeding....and then again, if you care to understand nature and the way thing goes you too can take certain actions to avoid or prevent what you don't want. guess we have to live with that. for the weather eg. you can wear raincoat, for the booking eg. you can always come out earlier so that there is no need to rush.
here....just don't quite understand why the need to kill to please the god. is god so blood thirsty? man!
another thing is that everything has a price for us to pay, nothing is free except the air around us. being positive in the mind will help you look at things in a better light. true! there are certain things that are beyond our control like the weather and policeman for booking you for speeding....and then again, if you care to understand nature and the way thing goes you too can take certain actions to avoid or prevent what you don't want. guess we have to live with that. for the weather eg. you can wear raincoat, for the booking eg. you can always come out earlier so that there is no need to rush.
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